Want to SN

[hopelessgirl]

Just want to SN tonight. Can't get myself to go through with two weeks of Seroquel and can't set a date anyways. I don't have any other antiemetics now and I'm just tired of holding on anymore.

I'm more of a "im going to do it tonight" kind of person. Wouldn't mind doing it tonight for example. What does this mean? Am I a weak person for wanting something instant?

Kind of thinking of going with Seroquel 300mg as a first dose and just hope for the best. And at the same time it's just stupid not doing it properly. I mean i could go through taking the Seroquel for 3 weeks, but it would probably like a mental horror movie for me... So I guess I just figured out I'll have to ask my doctor for migraine pills, which actually my psychiatrist asked me to ask her for because I struggle a lot with headaches.

 

[FuneralCry]

You are not a weak person. It is understandable when you are constantly suffering, wanting it all to end right now. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[deathgripsme]

Just want to SN tonight. Can't get myself to go through with two weeks of Seroquel and can't set a date anyways. I don't have any other antiemetics now and I'm just tired of holding on anymore.

I'm more of a "im going to do it tonight" kind of person. Wouldn't mind doing it tonight for example. What does this mean? Am I a weak person for wanting something instant?

You're not weak, its completely normal to feel this way. I am in a similar position to you I have all the stuff in my drawer waiting for me to use it but ive put it off. Feel free to message me if you want a chat :) and sorry you are going through this.

 

[hopelessgirl]

You are not a weak person. It is understandable when you are constantly suffering, wanting it all to end right now. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Thank you so much.

You're not weak, its completely normal to feel this way. I am in a similar position to you I have all the stuff in my drawer waiting for me to use it but ive put it off. Feel free to message me if you want a chat :) and sorry you are going through this.

Good to know I'm not the only one feeling like this. And thanks for your suggestion, would be great to have someone to talk to.

 

[Pluto]

I haven't quite figured this out, but I think that planning a date well in advance also means that there's a high likelihood of something happening to postpone it. So having everything prepared and then being free to follow through at any time during an episode of extreme depression makes sense.

 

[hopelessgirl]

I haven't quite figured this out, but I think that planning a date well in advance also means that there's a high likelihood of something happening to postpone it. So having everything prepared and then being free to follow through at any time during an episode of extreme depression makes sense.

Yeah that's how I think about it as well...