Want to end this misery

[meowcat]

Just tired.I cry all the time.Nobody gives a shit..I'm lonely.

I want to end it.
I'm too shit scared of violent ways of ending it.I don't live in USA so I can't order N from A.I live in a custom tight country.
I'm so tired
I don't know what to do do.

 

[throwaway123]

you're not alone. This post could've been mine.

I don't know what to tell you. I just hope one day we'll be able to do one of the more violent methods.

 

[PeacePlease]

I also cry all the time, my tears have no value for others now. But every single one of them hurts like hell.

 

[TAW122]

Do you live near any tall buildings, bridges, or have access to a rope? I know that you don't live in the US and that customs are tight, but have you considered other methods?