Venting want to end it so bad

[Darkfantasy]

thinking so much about buying a rope and just doing it. Why can't I do it I must be a coward, and I feel like such a bad person. I think I am, and I have 0 significance to anyone alive... really wanna go.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I was literally sitting here thinking about just going outside and shoot myself in the head yet I can´t do it it´s so frustrating!

 

[Lifeisatrap]

I feel your pain. I'm just so terrified of failing again and ending back in a mental institution possibly for an indefinite amount of time or worse. It's so cruel the way society treats the suicidal.

 

[LifeOver]

Same here. Why does dying have to be so hard? :(

 

[wanttodie]

really wanna go want to end it so bad

 

[Taki]

I finally went out and bought 4m of nylon rope, more than enough. I practiced the slip knot and securing it, but haven't done a practice hanging yet. Maybe this weekend.

It takes a while to get there. I hope you never do. I'm almost done though. Also considering H2S as a method.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Same here. Why does dying have to be so hard? :(

I feel you.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Same here. Why does dying have to be so hard? :(

I so agree!!

 

[Bjsnode28]

I was literally sitting here thinking about just going outside and shoot myself in the head yet I can´t do it it´s so frustrating!

Hey there, I know you are familiar with handguns and I was wondering if I could pm you with a couple of questions

 

[dazydoop]

I was literally sitting here thinking about just going outside and shoot myself in the head yet I can´t do it it´s so frustrating!

jealous

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Hey there, I know you are familiar with handguns and I was wondering if I could pm you with a couple of questions

Sure.