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Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
84
I can't wait to ctb and I don't know what's holding me back from doing it right now. Woke up this morning with so much anxiety and I just want to leave this world. I know I'll ctb soon. I don't know when, I just know it'll be soon. Anyone else?
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
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everyday the same not just this morning
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Last week, I thought my anxiety was gonna kill me for real.
Today, I'm a bit anxious but not that much.

It really sucks but it seems anxiety and suicidal thoughts will never leave us alone.

Hope you can feel better soon!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yeah, I know what you mean. Anxiety really can be awful, our thoughts can really torture us. It's why I take comfort from death as I believe we will have permanent peace.
 
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IWantToSleep

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Dec 27, 2020
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I can relate to having tons of anxiety and panic everyday.
 
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