waking up terrified

[sleepy dog]

Sometimes I wake up and instantly I am terrified that I survived a suicide attempt. Maybe thinking about it so often, and using this site, are affecting me real bad.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

I have been having this a little. I drink a glass of water before bed for years and years, and lately i have been almost practicing in my mind drinking the water and laying down to drift off. When i wake up i kind of wonder where i am how i got here. I have survived attempts before though so its not really the same feeling for me.

 

[Guutpus]

I have been having this a little. I drink a glass of water before bed for years and years, and lately i have been almost practicing in my mind drinking the water and laying down to drift off. When i wake up i kind of wonder where i am how i got here. I have survived attempts before though so its not really the same feeling for me.

Like you mean waking up after an attempt where you passed out?

 

[ghostspace]

I always pretend I'm dying as I fall asleep. I don't feel terrified upon waking, but disappointed and gloomy.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Like you mean waking up after an attempt where you passed out?

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