waiting until I hit my breaking point

[tieiwi]

I cant ctb now my SI will definitely kick in. I've decided I'll keep going until I get so insane and depressed that I'll become numb or something. I wish I could just let go but I'm still always sane after a breakdown and it's really confusing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever happens. I wish it was easier to let go of this life as well, but of course the SI is determined to keep us suffering. If only there was a way for me to fall asleep and never wake.

 

[whatevs]

I wish you the best in whatever happens. I wish it was easier to let go of this life as well, but of course the SI is determined to keep us suffering. If only there was a way for me to fall asleep and never wake.

No, your survival instinct just wants you to exist, it is indifferent to your suffering or pleasure.

 

[Dot]

No, your survival instinct just wants you to exist, it is indifferent to your suffering or pleasure.

@whatevs ur cmmnt ht vry clse 2 hme thgh - hd nt thght of it lke tht b4

 

[tieiwi]

I wish you the best in whatever happens. I wish it was easier to let go of this life as well, but of course the SI is determined to keep us suffering. If only there was a way for me to fall asleep and never wake.

Thank you, I'm wishing you the best in whatever happens as well. SI really is just messing everything up…

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I've been waiting for that to happen for years. Things keep getting worse but my SI is still strong as ever.

 

[tieiwi]

I've been waiting for that to happen for years. Things keep getting worse but my SI is still strong as ever.

I wonder how other people have been able to ctb, must've acted on impulse..

 

[som1]

I don't think I can ctb at a set date,i feel like it has to be in the moment. People say that ctb on impulse is not the way to go but impulse lowers SI. And when your head is clear you tend to over think things rather than just doing it. I hope once I get my sn something in my life happens so I can freak out and do it.

 

[Dot]

I don't think I can ctb at a set date,i feel like it has to be in the moment. People say that ctb on impulse is not the way to go but impulse lowers SI. And when your head is clear you tend to over think things rather than just doing it. I hope once I get my sn something in my life happens so I can freak out and do it.

Thnk implse = o.k if u r certn tht u wn2 c.t.b

Implse jst nt recmnndd whn = smthng tht cld othrwse b regrttd