'waiting for things to change' or changing things around

[katyhere]

The only reason why I am still here is because I am sort of waiting for things to change/ have some spark of irrational hope. But actually I think it's a ridiculous thing, if I want things to change I should take matters in my own hands. I am always torn between this since I have no idea what on earth I would do to change things around. What to change, how to, what goals to set and how to actually do it. Waiting is easier but it's not gonna do a thing. Anyone else has this struggle? Or perhaps anyone on here has any experience on taking matter into own hands and changed their life drastically? Feel free to share!