Waiting for the right moment to CTB

[new.solution1]

It doesn't feel right to force myself to CTB like it's some homework assignment that is due tomorrow. I feel like I need to wait for the right moment to do it. Unfortunately, I will be suffering immensely if I choose to wait, and I get worried that the right moment will never come. I guess if this waiting turns out to be too long I will force myself to do it. (I have N)

 

[JustAFriendlyGuy]

It doesn't feel right to force myself to CTB like it's some homework assignment that is due tomorrow. I feel like I need to wait for the right moment to do it. Unfortunately, I will be suffering immensely if I choose to wait, and I get worried that the right moment will never come. I guess if this waiting turns out to be too long I will force myself to do it. (I have N)

I don't think forcing yourself is a good solution. But at the same time, if you are waiting, you have be careful not to act impulsively. You may experience a really bad day and feel like now is the time, just to realize a few days later that it was not. That's quite common.

 

[Slimetae]

I mean there really is no right time I guess you can say a point where you've had enough but that's up to you .

 

[novem]

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that for me personally, I would find it a relief just having the option of N. I'm sorry that you live a life of constant suffering. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Worndown]

This is not a race. You cross that finish line when you are ready. It sounds line you are not ready yet. I hope all gets better for you. If not, may whatever you choose bring peace and comfort.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I hear ya. Everyday is pain for me, but I don't feel right leaving yet. For my own peace of mind, I need to leave things in a certain way, so I keep working and fighting through it until that time comes.

I do have a time limit, though. I can't wait indefinitely. At some point, I will break.

 

[outrider567]

It doesn't feel right to force myself to CTB like it's some homework assignment that is due tomorrow. I feel like I need to wait for the right moment to do it. Unfortunately, I will be suffering immensely if I choose to wait, and I get worried that the right moment will never come. I guess if this waiting turns out to be too long I will force myself to do it. (I have N)

You'll know when its the right moment