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nihilism44

nihilism44

trying my best
May 2, 2021
79
Do you guys have something you're waiting to see/experience before you seriously consider ctb? This is super lame, but I need to see the last animated episode of attack on titan before I go, lmao. I guess it's good I have a little thing to keep me going for now. Anyone else?
 
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DasDasDAS

I wanted to live😔
Dec 17, 2021
39
I wanted to finish Red Dead Redemption 2 but I don't think I will lol
 
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Ravel

Ravel

tired
Dec 13, 2021
152
I was thinking of seeing the end of one piece, but it would take too long xD

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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
I too want to see the end of One Piece, I want to finish reading JoJo part 7 - Steel Ball Run too but, at the rate I'm going I won't get to lol. Who knows. I feel that American is on the brink of a major event, whether its collapse or civil war or both, I kinda wanna see the madness unfold.
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
Nope, but I'm actually trying not to look forward to anything. Not looking for something to make this harder for me.
 
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som1

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Dec 22, 2021
137
I remember I used to say the same thing about one piece, but now everything is incredibly boring. I can't watch any anime or tv show. even less than 2-hour movies are hard to watch. everything became incredibly boring including youtube. nothing excites me anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,623
For me personally, I do not enjoy anything and there is nothing to look forward to. I cannot concentrate and lose interest in things quickly. Everything bores me. I have never wanted to be alive and I never will. I just try to pass the time until I fall asleep. I live a very empty, sad existence. There is nothing for me in this world.
 
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life_goes_on

with or without me
Nov 1, 2021
21
I'm going day by day because ctb seems way too risky and complicated for my depressed self.
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
I'm going day by day because ctb seems way too risky and complicated for my depressed self.
Taking it day by day is all we can do if ctb is off the table. More power to you.
 
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