Waiting For Others To Die

[Ligottian]

Is anyone else waiting for others (family members for example) to die before you do the deed? I took a vow not to CTB while my parents were still alive. They have both been dead for a few years now. I guess I'm now just waiting for things to become too unbearable.

 

[Noctis]

Absolutely. My wife. Sometimes this life is unbearable, but I cannot possibly imagine doing that to her; she's the last person in the world who deserves that kind of pain.

I'm gonna be wheeling in my nitrogen tank to her funeral. The very instant she's in the ground, I'm out.

 

[pole]

if my parents weren't alive, i would be gone by now.

i feel bad but yes, i do think about how i'll be CTBing after my parents pass.

on one hand though, i want them to live a long and healthy life. on the other hand, i don't want to wait that long and would like to go now.

just a tough decision. i wish i had no family. It would be easier to leave.

 

[Centende]

I was thinking how my life might improve when my mom is Not around anymore but there is no way im going to wait that long

 

[Itsallover123]

I'm the opposite, I'm hoping a certain person dies so I can finally be happy and not have to CTB although they've fucked up my brain and my life enough already..

 

[Ligottian]

Absolutely. My wife. Sometimes this life is unbearable, but I cannot possibly imagine doing that to her; she's the last person in the world who deserves that kind of pain.

I'm gonna be wheeling in my nitrogen tank to her funeral. The very instant she's in the ground, I'm out.

 

[hans0solo]

its well known that many people wait for certain people to die before them because they are concerned about the impact of their death on others. the most common is a child of a parent. many people assume that someone who kills themself is 'selfish' and don't realize how many people delay their death because of very reasonable and concrete reasons.