DeadAtNight
Time to die
- Aug 16, 2022
- 46
There are days where I furiously scroll around this site and around the internet, trying to make up my mind on which method should I die with. Then, there are days where I just sit around, not doing anything. It's when I think the effort it takes to do these methods are too much, and my tired, depressed mind wants nothing.
My mind has nothing in it, and I want death, but sitting around doesn't make death come quicker than a gun to the head or a bottle of poison. I feel like there are some of us here who feel the same; wanting to disappear and never exist again, but too tired to research methods.
It's an empty feeling, not angry, not awfully sad to the point of crying, just sitting there in silence, wishing you could pop out of the world with a finger snap. You hear the sounds of your surroundings, you look in a direction but not focusing on anything, the mind is nearly empty, maybe only death is in there.
My mind has nothing in it, and I want death, but sitting around doesn't make death come quicker than a gun to the head or a bottle of poison. I feel like there are some of us here who feel the same; wanting to disappear and never exist again, but too tired to research methods.
It's an empty feeling, not angry, not awfully sad to the point of crying, just sitting there in silence, wishing you could pop out of the world with a finger snap. You hear the sounds of your surroundings, you look in a direction but not focusing on anything, the mind is nearly empty, maybe only death is in there.
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