Visions of dying on road

[headinghome]

Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....

 

[housecat]

Sounds too traumatic and risky for whoever hits you too. Perhaps take some time to get your thoughts straight and research methods.

 

[Jolene40]

Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....

Have you got anything you can take to help calm your mind. I know these drugs are all dodgy but something like a valium. I lnow how desparate you feel i honestly do. But you're more likely to mess it up if you are thinking manically. Have your friends or husband suggested or tried some sort of mental health facility? I don't know what its like in the usa compared to here - whether you get carted off after suicide attempts and if theyre aware of your desires

Have you got anything you can take to help calm your mind. I know these drugs are all dodgy but something like a valium. I lnow how desparate you feel i honestly do. But you're more likely to mess it up if you are thinking manically. Have your friends or husband suggested or tried some sort of mental health facility? I don't know what its like in the usa compared to here - whether you get carted off after suicide attempts and if theyre aware of your desires

I am not advocating mental health facility btw! Quite the opposite

 

[JadedGray]

Have fantasy of throwing myself out of moving car....too gruesome and painful....where is my relief,
Where is the end to this suffering? There is no way out for me....stabbing? Bash head against wall...
Anger now....want to smash and kill myself.....

I understand how you feel. I've often visioned myself jumping out of whatever moving car I'm sitting in. Along with it being gruesome and painful, it also wouldn't work unless a car ran over you after but it's best not to get others involved in your death.