Vet clinic drugs

[tapetum_lucidum]

I work in a vet clinic . I have free control to several controlled drugs including ketamine , butorphanol, buprenorphine , propofol. , alfaxalone , , midazolam , telazol , and EUTHASOL!!!!!!!!!!!
How do I use these to catch the bus
Inventing IV seems unlikely because I'll probably pass out before it takes effect
Thank you in advance,
Amen

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Euthasol is the best one for CTB purposes as it's designed for rapid and peaceful euthanasia and can be administered either via IV or IM injection to the heart directly. IDK how feasible is it to inject it by yourself to the heart though. I would simply steal the Euthasol drug among those options and figure it out how to administer it by myself safely in order not to fu*ck up.

 

[Deepdense]

All the syringes, all the air bubbles.

 

[adamantc]

I work in a vet clinic . I have free control to several controlled drugs including ketamine , butorphanol, buprenorphine , propofol. , alfaxalone , , midazolam , telazol , and EUTHASOL!!!!!!!!!!!
How do I use these to catch the bus
Inventing IV seems unlikely because I'll probably pass out before it takes effect
Thank you in advance,
Amen

Bear in mind these drugs will work best when administered intravenously. I'd advise only misappropriating the drug itself and not the injection equipment, especially if your clinic regularly checks its inventories. Hopefully, you know how to perform an intravenous injection from your work experience, though it can be hard to do it on yourself. I'd advise you to try a couple of times unloaded and then attempt with the drug. Otherwise, you could inject the drug in the wrong place.

 

[Aflame5926]

somebody hit a jackpot and it aint me :(

 

[tapetum_lucidum]

Euthasol is the best one for CTB purposes as it's designed for rapid and peaceful euthanasia and can be administered either via IV or IM injection to the heart directly. IDK how feasible is it to inject it by yourself to the heart though. I would simply steal the Euthasol drug among those options and figure it out how to administer it by myself safely in order not to fu*ck up.

With IV it takes effect quite rapidly so I'm worried about passing out before I administer the lethal dose. I foresee that IM wouldn't take as effect quite as fast and as such would make it easier to administer the full dose, however that would still need to be quite a large amount. The amount of euthasol needed for a dog around my weight is quite a lot and that's when we're giving it IV, plus it is quite thick so difficult to administer unless we add water which just further adds to the volume. Perhaps intracardiac would be the best since it requires only the same or less dose than IV and would likely be faster, but it's scary since I have never administered something into the heart of an animal before, let alone a human, so would need to research it, but yea I doubt that would be feasible.

All the syringes, all the air bubbles.

Doesn't it actually require quite a large dose of air to actually kill someone?

Bear in mind these drugs will work best when administered intravenously. I'd advise only misappropriating the drug itself and not the injection equipment, especially if your clinic regularly checks its inventories. Hopefully, you know how to perform an intravenous injection from your work experience, though it can be hard to do it on yourself. I'd advise you to try a couple of times unloaded and then attempt with the drug. Otherwise, you could inject the drug in the wrong place.

Honestly it would be easier to snag the equipment than it would be the drugs. I've actually taken syringes and such home on accident before and no one has said thing, but these are controlled drugs with a tight inventory kept on them. I don't know the exact system of logs they keep but will hopefully be learning soon since I am a certified tech and the two other techs are going on out pregnancy leave soon and will need to teach me how the logs work so maybe I can manipulate them. I feel like I could do an IV injection on myself, practicing is a good idea. One worry I have is chickening out and having to sneak the drugs back into the clinic the next day (not to mention sneaking them out) but I *do* have keys, so...

somebody hit a jackpot and it aint me :(

I hit the jackpot but I'm the world's biggest moron and coward

 

[AmDead]

I'm also in the vet field. I think about this constantly.
If I could just catheterize myself and hook myself up to an IV bag of euthanol, it would be hands free and would continue to drip in my veins even if I pass out. We dilute euthanol for horses so I feel like it would work, I've just never done the calculation for if the drip rate via gravity would be fast enough.

I struggle a lot because of the NOMV initiative and as someone who doesn't want any other individual to burn out and ctb, I'm very much contradicting everything and thinking about doing it myself.

 

[Aqua_Velvet]

A tech at an ER Vet office I worked with euthanized herself in the building. It messed up the staff, many quit.

If you do this, I hope you do it somewhere else so the whole office doesn't find you.

 

[tapetum_lucidum]

I'm also in the vet field. I think about this constantly.
If I could just catheterize myself and hook myself up to an IV bag of euthanol, it would be hands free and would continue to drip in my veins even if I pass out. We dilute euthanol for horses so I feel like it would work, I've just never done the calculation for if the drip rate via gravity would be fast enough.

I struggle a lot because of the NOMV initiative and as someone who doesn't want any other individual to burn out and ctb, I'm very much contradicting everything and thinking about doing it myself.

I never even considered a CRI honestly. My clinic doesn't have fluid pumps so I'm used to setting the drip rate via gravity but placing a catheter on yourself seems difficult. I always joked to myself that I could never study to become a full-on veterinarian because of the suicide rate and me already being trans would leave me close to a zero-percent chance of survival. I guess I never really considered how bad it is just being a tech. Part of it's my fault though, because I'm just genuinely bad at this. I've been fired twice and have been at my current job a year but feel like I barely know what I'm doing. IDK how I managed to get through school and get certified, I feel like I skeeved my way through it and then ruined my brain with substance abuse. I love animals and the discounted care I get for my own cat make me want to stay but I genuinely feel like I don't belong there.