• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
If I was in the US right now and owned a gun I probably wouldn't be here right now. Today it has gotten very very bad, and if I owned a handgun or a shotgun I would blast myself ten times over. No joke, it would've been it. No amount of SI would be able to stop me. Guns are so easy as well, you don't need to prep or anything like that, I just need that moment and its done.
 
  • Like
Reactions: LifeQuitter and MatrixPrisoner
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,971
A gun just isn't everyone's thing. I have several (US) and it's not my first choice. It is my back-up plan, though, in case, for whatever reason, I can't carry out my first choice method. My feelings about it are rooted in the idea, like so many others, that the most peaceful way to die is during sleep. That's how I prefer to go out, not during sleep, per say, but at least reaching unconsciousness first, followed by death of which I will be completely unaware. I can't achieve that with a firearm. Everyone's different I guess.
 
lastboyscout

lastboyscout

Aint Life a Bitch
Sep 23, 2024
68
i wish i had a gun. I managed to get 2 revolvers 10 years ago added them in my closet but my family found them and throwed them to the river . lol
i got them to shoot my head but i never had the guts.. It was so hard to get them that when i think of it i just think of how stupid i am
after 10 years my life is worst .. wish i had the guts then
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,635
I understand just wanting to be gone, to me it's so dreadful how there's all this suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

Similar threads

UninformedLover
Replies
5
Views
258
Suicide Discussion
maplefig
maplefig
OhMyStars
Replies
6
Views
267
Suicide Discussion
nobodycaresaboutme
nobodycaresaboutme
CatAstro.Fee
Replies
10
Views
329
Suicide Discussion
davidtorez
davidtorez
C
Replies
10
Views
356
Suicide Discussion
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded