Venting venting post

[butterscotch]

the train probably isn't fast enough.
it's a cargo train. certainly not super fast. if i were to do that method, i'd probably be conscious under moving train wheels. horrid.

but i'm nearly 300 pounds. too heavy for hanging.

poisoning, drugs, something around that ballpark sounds best rn.
might have to say fuck it and try something that isn't recommended around here. maybe tylenol overdose, or bleach, or pesticide.
or multiple of those things? lmao

it has to be a stupid method like that. i don't have the money, transportation, or will to do much else.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hi! Sorry you're going through all that, my friend.

I'm in a similar situation to you. I just don't have a reliable method.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

It is really hard to die, I can relate. I know that I don't want to be alive yet I lack the courage for most methods and I am worried about failing. It makes me feel trapped. If only we could have an peaceful way out if we wanted one. People shouldn't be forced to suffer.

 

[butterscotch]

i might go with tylenol. i wonder how much can be taken before the body rejects it..? idk how this stuff works. might just swallow a bottle or 2.