Venting Venting again.... Sorry... Consent to life

[SoVeryDone]

So, if I never consented to life, should I feel guilty to ctb?
I'm horrible to be an ugly woman with a child. She has resources to support her. I do not. I am hated and abused. I am the product of 2 narcissist parents of which one still is living. Laughing at my attempts at living. Neglected from 13 yr. Left on my own in a fucking loby apartment whe she screwed some stupid bird smuggler (fuck them)
My brother tried best he could but beat me in coke fueled rages. He passed away from an ATV crash.
I have so much more.

I'm sorry for venting. It is the only place I can
Loby? I guess lonely? Lol

 

[CommitSudoku]

Please vent as much as you want/need/are able to. I'm sorry you've been through so much. I don't think we should feel guilty, but it's just so hard not to.

 

[FuneralCry]

We all have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing and we have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. If your decision is to exit this world then you should not feel guilty, suicide is a human right. I'm sorry for all the suffering you have been through, I can imagine it must have been so horrible having to go through that. I wish you the best in whatever happens.