CerebralVortex
Member
- Apr 26, 2025
- 15
Been a real weird week.
So I made the decision to not ctb around christmas cus it'd definitely cause a couple problems for my family; my parents got me cards which is very nice, but it honestly feels almost like a burden. Reason being, I pulled a 'Gold Rare' or for anyone who's into Pokémon, the gold Mega Lucario. The cards worth like 400 usd raw and if I were to send it to get graded it'd be ~850 usd. Thats fucking crazy already, and made me consider staying a month or 2 more, but I also sent it to get graded under my friends name incase I did ctb. But even crazier, earlier today, I ran into someone I've known for 4ish years who i thought something bad had happened to a few months ago. She was sort of depressed before I stopped seeing her around, so I thought maybe she had ctb'd, but im extremely happy she didnt. Now onto what im conflicted about; I usually respect people's decision to end their own lives and thats still true for the most part, but when I thought about it, id never want her to do that, no matter what. Like no shit, I care about my friends, but its been bringing my beliefs about this kinda stuff into question. Im just kinda confused, yknow?
Sorry for the ramble, my heads been spinning recently.
Anyway, happy holidays, thanks for reading
So I made the decision to not ctb around christmas cus it'd definitely cause a couple problems for my family; my parents got me cards which is very nice, but it honestly feels almost like a burden. Reason being, I pulled a 'Gold Rare' or for anyone who's into Pokémon, the gold Mega Lucario. The cards worth like 400 usd raw and if I were to send it to get graded it'd be ~850 usd. Thats fucking crazy already, and made me consider staying a month or 2 more, but I also sent it to get graded under my friends name incase I did ctb. But even crazier, earlier today, I ran into someone I've known for 4ish years who i thought something bad had happened to a few months ago. She was sort of depressed before I stopped seeing her around, so I thought maybe she had ctb'd, but im extremely happy she didnt. Now onto what im conflicted about; I usually respect people's decision to end their own lives and thats still true for the most part, but when I thought about it, id never want her to do that, no matter what. Like no shit, I care about my friends, but its been bringing my beliefs about this kinda stuff into question. Im just kinda confused, yknow?
Sorry for the ramble, my heads been spinning recently.
Anyway, happy holidays, thanks for reading
