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  • PAIN: 1/5

    Votes: 4 33.3%
  • PAIN: 2/5

    Votes: 5 41.7%
  • PAIN: 3/5

    Votes: 2 16.7%
  • PAIN: 4/5

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • PAIN: 5/5

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • DISCOMFORT: 1/5

    Votes: 2 16.7%
  • DISCOMFORT: 2/5

    Votes: 2 16.7%
  • DISCOMFORT: 3/5

    Votes: 3 25.0%
  • DISCOMFORT: 4/5

    Votes: 3 25.0%
  • DISCOMFORT: 5/5

    Votes: 2 16.7%

  • Total voters
    12
black money boys

black money boys

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Apr 18, 2025
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if you've attempted SN but failed, please rate the PAIN and the DISCOMFORT on a scale of 1-5: 1 being painless/comfortable, 5 being painful/uncomfortable
you should select 2 options; one for pain one for discomfort
thank you

replies with further details are very welcome and needed
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod
Feb 27, 2025
506
I honestly fail to see the point of this post because, for one and sadly, the majority of people who have attempted are either gone or will not speak up about it because they would rather not risk getting bombarded with questions (why did you take this much SN or did you follow protocol, for example) or be met with criticism as to what they did wrong and being asked if they'll use the same method next time, plus every experience is so individual that a poll cannot account for.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Other than the obvious they are dead answer most people who tried sn and can give opinion on their experience used a much lower than the recommend dose or lower purity or in some form deviated from the sn protocol so their experience isn't really a testament as to what sn is like.
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
Other than the obvious they are dead answer most people who tried sn and can give opinion on their experience used a much lower than the recommend dose or lower purity or in some form deviated from the sn protocol so their experience isn't really a testament as to what sn is like.
So are you saying my sn attempt doesn't matter because I didn't follow protocol and used a lower dose?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
So are you saying my sn attempt doesn't matter because I didn't follow protocol and used a lower dose?
How did you get that from what I said? And no, I did not say that.
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
How did you get that from what I said? And no, I did not say that.
"so their experience isn't really a testament as to what sn is like." That's what you're basically saying
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
"so their experience isn't really a testament as to what sn is like." That's what you're basically saying
It is exactly what I said, not what you mentioned above.
 
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U. A.

U. A.

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Aug 8, 2022
2,502
Well this is productive so far.
 
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black money boys

black money boys

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Apr 18, 2025
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because they would rather not risk getting bombarded with questions (why did you take this much SN or did you follow protocol, for example) or be met with criticism as to what they did wrong and being asked if they'll use the same method next time

and thats the benefit of the poll, its anonymous, they can provide the necessary answer without having to say anything
 
black money boys

black money boys

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Apr 18, 2025
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I honestly fail to see the point of this post because, for one and sadly, the majority of people who have attempted are either gone

thats why the post specifies only people who survived the attempt are elegible to vote
 
black money boys

black money boys

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Apr 18, 2025
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plus every experience is so individual that a poll cannot account for.

you must be talking about this then since i already answered the first half of the latter half of your message

obviously everyone will react differently to SN but its still helpful to some input to get a good idea of the probability
 
iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
284
and thats the benefit of the poll, its anonymous, they can provide the necessary answer without having to say anything
the poll isn't anonymous ! u can see who has voted each option
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
2,012
The few times I've experienced sn even at a bad purity level, it wasn't ever as bad on me as a overdose or cutting.
The pain was manageable like a headache and the weakness I'm the body really isn't that overwhelming because it's gradual....
It's say the biggest issues is the confusion you experience right before you go unconscious, it's hard to explain but it definitely isn't fun .
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
The few times I've experienced sn even at a bad purity level, it wasn't ever as bad on me as a overdose or cutting.
The pain was manageable like a headache and the weakness I'm the body really isn't that overwhelming because it's gradual....
It's say the biggest issues is the confusion you experience right before you go unconscious, it's hard to explain but it definitely isn't fun .
What was the confusion like?
 
doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
272
What was the confusion like?
I'm very sorry to tell you this but it is likely that Jisatsu has already passed away so she won't be able to answer you :(
 
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Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
I'm very sorry to tell you this but it is likely that Jisatsu has already passed away so she won't be able to answer you :(
Aw man :( Thanks for letting me know! I appreciate it!

RIP Jisatsu 😢 Hope they find peace
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,310
The few times I've experienced sn even at a bad purity level, it wasn't ever as bad on me as a overdose or cutting.
The pain was manageable like a headache and the weakness I'm the body really isn't that overwhelming because it's gradual....
It's say the biggest issues is the confusion you experience right before you go unconscious, it's hard to explain but it definitely isn't fun .
My test of sn was very small 200 mg so i only experienced fast heart beat and small headache.

But I experienced confusion testing other methods with hypoxia. To me the confusion was very bad and scary cause I didn't know what I was doing . So it scares me that I might do something stupid like call the hospital er or go outside when im confused . The thing is I don't know how long the confusion will last before unconsciousness with sn but I think much less time than my test with the other method which caused hypoxia. I guess u r not around to shed some light on how many minutes confusing lasted?

My thinking is si might make me call E-R even without hypoxia and when I have my full mental abilities. But with hypoxia i was even much less in reality.
 
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