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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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I wondering about where @TheHolySword has gone to as she hasn't been here for a few months now.
 
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Jehn hung

Jehn hung

Not enough courage to vent myself at the moment.
Sep 20, 2024
3
Does anyone know what happened to @Peace2peace ?
 
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Interdegenerate

Interdegenerate

Heaven and Earth… regard all things as straw dogs.
Jun 10, 2025
32
@Kyrok
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
291
What happened to the user- hang in there
Last seen May 5 and you cant pm them so whatever that means
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
679
What happened to the user- hang in there
Last seen May 5 and you cant pm them so whatever that means
I've been wondering that too. I wanted to talk to them, but they went AWOL the day my account got accepted.
They appear to have been subjected to some kind of ban, indicated by the fact that their name doesn't autocomplete when you try to @ them.

Self-ban, or mod ban, idk. Is it ok ask mods about that sort of thing, or is it meant to be private info?
 
karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
259
Hello, what about @idontwanttosuffer? Does anyone know anything?
 
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pleasexbexover

certain. it's time to go.
Feb 26, 2025
86
Does anyone know about @TheDevilsAngel ???? We spoke every day for a few weeks until May 30th when it says she was last active and I'm very worried 😟
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
679
Does anyone know about @TheDevilsAngel ???? We spoke every day for a few weeks until May 30th when it says she was last active and I'm very worried 😟
Same. She said she wasn't feeling quite herself. I hope to speak with her again soon.
🫂
 
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alleine

Member
Jun 14, 2025
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This thread is very sad to me... Not just because of people who died... But because nobody will ever give a shit about me... Ill just be gone and thats it...
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
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This thread is very sad to me... Not just because of people who died... But because nobody will ever give a shit about me... Ill just be gone and thats it...
hi, how r u?
 
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quietwoods

quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
507
This thread is very sad to me... Not just because of people who died... But because nobody will ever give a shit about me... Ill just be gone and thats it...
No one gives a shit about 99.999% of human beings who have been born and died. We'll all be forgotten after our brief stint here. I personally find that comforting.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
302
RIP Alessa, Eskobat🙁
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Mage
Oct 10, 2023
521
Does anyone know what happened to @CantTurnBack?
 
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pleasexbexover

certain. it's time to go.
Feb 26, 2025
86
This thread is very sad to me... Not just because of people who died... But because nobody will ever give a shit about me... Ill just be gone and thats it...
I still remember the people I've interacted with, however briefly, before they ctb'ed/potentially ctb'ed
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
476
Does anybody know something about @Halo13 ?
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,344
Anyone know what happened to @Griever

I guess they disabled their account.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
Anyone know what happened to @mi_ba_? Been a long long time since i've heard from them.
Anyone know what happened to @Griever

I guess they disabled their account.
She got banned, check the page 132 on this thread
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,344
Anyone know what happened to @mi_ba_? Been a long long time since i've heard from them.

She got banned, check the page 132 on this thread
Ah bro,thanks for letting me know.I guess it really only takes 1 bad day to be honest. I've never seen her make a weird post. I mostly got a sense of extreme sadness from this person. I think her username reflected the fact that she was grieving someone she lost in real life. But yeah, forum rules gonna do that I guess.One bad day of acting out is enough to take you out.
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

i'll f*ck me in my own way
Aug 23, 2024
313
What happened to @Water-Lily?
 
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Interdegenerate

Interdegenerate

Heaven and Earth… regard all things as straw dogs.
Jun 10, 2025
32
I miss them all. I miss them so much. Too many people to tag.
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

i'll f*ck me in my own way
Aug 23, 2024
313
Thanks @Pluto, happy for her :)

Anyone heard of @WearyWanderer?
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,513
My dawg @Novaaa got banned?😭

@Namelesa ?
but Novaa hasn't been banned. Why do you think that?

update, well they have now
 
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