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not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,012
I haven't seen him since last year. I miss him.
Pupu
Member
- Jan 28, 2020
- 50
What happened to @Pookie ?
LostSoul1609
Experienced
- Mar 9, 2021
- 245
suicidesheep31
Specialist
- Jun 27, 2020
- 348
HI,
I miss @hahabye and just wonder if someone knew from which country she originally was.
I am browsing internet to hear from her... in vain
littlelungs
Wizard
- Oct 21, 2018
- 646
HI,
I miss @hahabye and just wonder if someone knew from which country she originally was.
I am browsing internet to hear from her... in vain
I remember her mentioning a few times that she was from the Netherlands.
In the next few hours and couple days after her death, I would just randomly think about her and how she was most likely still in that hotel room, laying perfectly still.
I could relate so much to a lot of what she wrote, and the way she talked about how much she loves her cats always made my heart feel tight. I'm happy for her that she finally got what she wanted and was able to get there peacefully, but I'm not gonna lie, I miss her, too. :(What happened to @whatevertryinmeans23
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
Any word on @Dr Iron Arc ? We miss you brother, I just hope you're okay atleast.
BottomlessPit
Staring at the edge
- Apr 28, 2021
- 423
Anyone know what's going on with WornOutLife? Shortly after he came back he set his profile to private, deleted his profile picture, went inactive again, and now his name is crossed out. Incredibly eerie..
BottomlessPit
Staring at the edge
- Apr 28, 2021
- 423
I agree, he would never behave like this if it weren't for unusual circumstances. Maybe he went through his long list of unanswered PM's, and saw something which caused him to panic.
LastLoveLetter
Persephone
- Mar 28, 2021
- 654
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-back-missed-you-so-much.57988/
I found this post from January. WornOutLife/Matt self-banned prior to an attempt. He wrote: "I decided there would be no goodbyes for anybody and I self deleted my account."
This was incredibly sad to read, though I can understand why some members choose to leave quietly without saying goodbye. It's a very personal choice.
However, he has met a girl he likes and said in his recent return thread that his life has significantly improved. While I respect whatever decision he makes and hope he finds peace either way, I hope he has left of his own volition because things are looking up for him. He deserves that. I will miss his presence, but I want him to be happy.I
I thought about that too. I was happy to see him again. You might be right with your theories. I suspected he regrets to say hello again because he does not want to think about suicide again after his life improved so much.
peacefulhorizons
Wizard
- Dec 31, 2019
- 676
Anyone heard from @Anonymous 4? They said that they planned to ctb with N a few weekends ago if they had enough time alone. Haven't got any replies back.
Panna
Enlightened
- Aug 31, 2020
- 1,005
Anyone know what happened to heartshards? I recently had seen her name crossed out and am kinda worried
Seiba
Mage
- Jun 13, 2021
- 518
Name crossed out either means they self banned, were banned by mods, or posted a goodbye thread and were banned a bit afterwards. I'm not aware of the user so not knowledgeable about anything specific but it's possible they banned themselves to die or simply were tired of the forum.
Makko
Iä!
- Jan 17, 2021
- 2,430
I'm impressed by this progression of wisdom:
omoidarui
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
- Apr 30, 2019
- 995
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
I'm glad he's okay, thank you so much for updating meI had been wondering too, just saw this today
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
- 7,030
id talk to @Marquis. i had a problem with him (kyrok) before however because he never messaged back idk if he changed his mind and realized that people do have good reasons for things or not. however i find marquis to be fairly unbiased and whatnot. he might be a bit busy and not get back to you right away.I miss a lot of old members. So many people can move on in life why can't I do that. WornOutLIfe was great and a lot of other people. I feel more lonely because they quit. It is sad to see them going but I am glad that they get what they want.
Makko
Iä!
- Jan 17, 2021
- 2,430
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,839
Chatted with him while he was in the process of getting banned. He was banned for breaking the rules (don't know specifics) in relation to expressing his distaste for incels. IIRC. He also seemed to have a problem with the site's owners.
Makko
Iä!
- Jan 17, 2021
- 2,430
I see. That's unfortunate. He was seemingly the only one here who knew anything in-depth about depersonalization.
Definitely not the full story, but I'm sure it played a part. Anyone generally expressing a distaste for ANY group and being generally hateful has no place here in this community.
chocolatebar
Paragon
- Jul 11, 2021
- 973
Does anyone know about @Alwaysbadtime? She was in a critical moment and disappeared. I talked briefely with her, but our conversations didn't go well. Now I see her name crossed and can't feel like I failed her.
There was a thread if I am not mistaken that she ctb. Don't wanna spread misinformation but it is like 2 days old if I am not wrong.Similar threads
