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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,135
Does anybody know what happened to @sserafim? Their old username, when I joined, used to be "ifeelthelight". In fact, that was her username for a while until she disappeared. Their posts were so interesting to me and I felt a part of myself come to the surface whenever I read her posts as she, just like me, has one of her reasons for wanting to ctb being that she was born neurodivergent in a neurotypical world. Either way, I hope they find peace
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,711
It seems she got burnt out on the forum that happens. Hers was a valuable grounded voice. I hope she manages to recover.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
519
I know my life will never get better but I might as well try to make the most of it for a few months.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,634
I know my life will never get better but I might as well try to make the most of it for a few months.
I hope you find the peace you are looking for, and yes life itself is full of suffering and everyday is just a gamble for potentially unbearable and intolerable suffering.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,135
I know my life will never get better but I might as well try to make the most of it for a few months.
Wait a second, I could have sworn your name was crossed out before you made this post. That's strange. Either way, I wish you peace
I hope you find the peace you are looking for, and yes life itself is full of suffering and everyday is just a gamble for potentially unbearable and intolerable suffering.
This is true and that's life unfortunately
 
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psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,258
has anyone heard from mia.wallace or Per Ardua Ad Astra

haven't seen them around in a while/long time
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,660
has anyone heard from mia.wallace or Per Ardua Ad Astra

haven't seen them around in a while/long time
Send me a dm :)
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,660
Wait a second, I could have sworn your name was crossed out before you made this post. That's strange. Either way, I wish you peace

This is true and that's life unfortunately
Scheduled message
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
519
This is a scheduled message. Took a break. I want to try and get out more and find some enjoyment in life if I can. If I ever CTB I will make it known, please don't worry. 2024 will probably be my last year. I wanted to CTB a few days into 2024, but I don't feel ready and I want to try to make the most of the next few months. I thought I would make the most of the past few months but I never did. I need more time.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,840
Has any one heard from @sundown12? Are they with us? did they ctb? Last post indicated trial attempt but....
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,660
Is it confirmed anywhere he actually died. has anyone seen the obituary
He told me before he left , plus made a goodbye thread. His Discord and Telegram account have been unused

That's enough for me. Not everyone wants to share their personal information..
 
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sundown12

sundown12

drama queen
Oct 5, 2022
130
Has any one heard from @sundown12? Are they with us? did they ctb? Last post indicated trial attempt but....
i'm alive lol, been taking a break from the forum
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,840
i'm alive lol, been taking a break from the forum
Oh so good to hear from you. I got worried when you stopped posting after that time
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
Anyone know what happened to @sadone2122 last I remember they were in the hospital if I recall correctly. Don't remember seeing much after that
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,660
Unfortunately I can't help you with that, they checked in on December 26 for the last time
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,711
@Abyssal a self-ban?
 
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Juli

Member
Jan 27, 2024
32
Does anyone know what happened to mortuarymary?
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
213
@Abyssal a self-ban?
Don't know, I just seen the strikethrough name and started to cry thinking had ctb. I forgot about self-ban exist 😭.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,249
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
2,997
That's a name I haven't thought about in a while. What a meltdown that was.
The several thousand posts preceding it were equally cringe imo!
 
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