Urge to die from pain. Need tutorial

[Hollowillow]

Partial hanging?
Satin bathrobe belt? Pants?
Where on the neck
How to stop bloodflow, knot behing right ear why?
Agony... Poison... Brain not working... Humiliations... Rejevtions... Mountain of admin procedures... Out out out bus ticket... Fear... Hiw to die quick... Fear...

 

[Foresight]

I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope you get some rest from all that's going on.

 

[FuneralCry]

It does make hanging sound much easier when you hear of all these people succeeding with it but in reality it can be difficult. There is a megathread on partial hanging, but I've never attempted as I would fear it going wrong in some way. I'm sorry you are in such an unbearable situation. It's awful how life can torture people, I hope that you find freedom from suffering.

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope you get some rest from all that's going on.

Global mod, please explain me partial hanging success. Pressure in me head means wrong way? How good way?

It does make hanging sound much easier when you hear of all these people succeeding with it but in reality it can be difficult. There is a megathread on partial hanging, but I've never attempted as I would fear it going wrong in some way. I'm sorry you are in such an unbearable situation. It's awful how life can torture people, I hope that you find freedom from suffering.

Link? I think i read it not much info

 

[Foresight]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

 

[Hollowillow]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

Thanks I read it countless times but I don't understand how to place the rope... It says that pressure in the head mean it's done wrong but how to cut blood flow?

I have enough... Treated as insane. Finally found someone who knows how to fix chemical spill. Had to ask permission to landlord even though i pay, never called back ..

 

[Foresight]

You'd pay the person? Given how much you've gone through with this I'd just have them out regardless.

 

[Hollowillow]

You'd pay the person? Given how much you've gone through with this I'd just have them out regardless.

What do you mean have them out? I probably can't afford it. Even if we replaced sinks, toilet, floors, bath .. everything I own got affected. The fumes went in the walls and air ducts... Id have to move without even my clothes... I can't. Cripple, no job, no where to go... I ruined a cheap housine, I'll ruin the next one... My mouth is swollen & burn like mad... I just want the poison to kill me & be over .. too weak to even think of my dreams... Cant even picnic & play board games. I wish someone could help one way or another... But the only help invalidate my sanity & crush me further...

What can i do... The pain melts my brain