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Arin

Arin

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Jan 12, 2025
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I need to get out of my fucking life NOW and I don't care how. I need to get out now. I cannot stay alive. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me but every second I spend in this life I feel like I'm fucking screaming underwater. I don't want to live like this; I don't want to live AT ALL. I cannot bear it. I need to disappear or die and I don't care which, I just need to get away and leave and fucking escape this goddamn nightmare, I can't fucking keep on living, I can't fucking bear it. Fuck my life and fuck everyone in it. I need to leave. Let me out.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand finding it unbearable and torturous to suffer in this existence, I also just wish to be free from it all but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.
 

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