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Like_the_Angel

Like_the_Angel

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May 3, 2025
40
Hi everyone after one here away from this site I've returned, I felt the urge to come again here, through this year I've been in psychiatric clinics 3 times or 4 i don't remember, I've fought my xanax addiction for now, I've also known other people
But the world outside is not for me I didn't last long

There's anyone like me who use this place as a refuge?
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Ya Im on here to much
 
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Like_the_Angel

Like_the_Angel

Member
May 3, 2025
40
I thought it was bad too, tbh I'm still thinking it but the alternative is living and I'm so fed up of it
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I thought it was bad too, tbh I'm still thinking it but the alternative is living and I'm so fed up of it
Its better than toxic instagram and Facebook
 
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Like_the_Angel

Like_the_Angel

Member
May 3, 2025
40
Oh my god so true!!!!!
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,115
I understand you, I enter the forum at least once a day~ For me it's a safe place, far from all the falsehood found on other sites on the internet like social media and real life..
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
To me, this place is where all the truly normal people are, the ones with clear vision, honesty, practicality, respect for each other, and no B.S.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Some good food and Sasu's what it's all about.
 
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Knoc

Knoc

FATAL ERROR
Apr 21, 2025
88
I'm terminally online, i dont have any friends or a job so i'm just using the phone all day.

I couldnt be more miserable.
 
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milkteacrown

milkteacrown

suicidal angel
Feb 16, 2025
128
I feel the same. I enjoy connecting with people who share my views on suicide, and I also don't go outside much because of my illness. (And even when I do, I rarely express myself in a genuine way. It feels much easier online.)
Strangely, though, I'm not unhappy living my life online. It would be preferable if I had the strength and energy to go out with my friends frequently, but I'm fine with limiting most of my contact with others as long as I can have genuine conversations with people on the Internet.
 
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Like_the_Angel

Like_the_Angel

Member
May 3, 2025
40
I'm terminally online, i dont have any friends or a job so i'm just using the phone all day.

I couldnt be more miserable.
Nothing wrong in being miserable same here i only got once friend that i see rarely for the rest of time im an hikikomori
I feel the same. I enjoy connecting with people who share my views on suicide, and I also don't go outside much because of my illness. (And even when I do, I rarely express myself in a genuine way. It feels much easier online.)
Strangely, though, I'm not unhappy living my life online. It would be preferable if I had the strength and energy to go out with my friends frequently, but I'm fine with limiting most of my contact with others as long as I can have genuine conversations with people on the Internet.
I also don't see it in a bad way and you are right it would be preferable having social interactions outside but if online you can have more true and honest interactions compared to the fake ones irl there's no problem
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
483
These are about the only people I understand in the world. Outside of here, it's people who seemingly are glad they were born, which seems stupid as hell to me.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
To me, this place is where all the truly normal people are, the ones with clear vision, honesty, practicality, respect for each other, and no B.S.
Ooh la la 😍,I wish I could like this twice.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
Nowhere else could I say what I do.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
This is the only place where I feel I can be truly honest and not be judge. And the amount of love and support here brighten my mood. So I have a hard time staying away even though previous counsellor told me to stay away from places like this.

It feels like when you are full of darkness, you seek other darkness
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
They say you should talk about it until you actually find a place you can talk about it.
 
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