Unable to read or watch films

[Fadeawaaaay]

The only media I can consume is about CTB. Anything positive or upbeat or inspiring just makes me feel worse. Anyone relate?

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I do not enjoy anything, I just do things like watching the TV to pass the time. It makes me feel empty when I see happy people. Those types of people are annoying. There is nothing to be positive about in a world as horrible as this. I struggle to concentrate as well. There is no point to my life, it is a very depressing existence.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I certainly relate to this

 

[rationaltake]

Anything I used to really love and enjoy now causes me intense pain. Books, films, interests. It all hurts.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Anything I used to really love and enjoy now causes me intense pain. Books, films, interests. It all hurts.

It is a painful reminder of all the things that we used to love But are now empty…

 

[Crimsonghost3]

Reading was my first thing to go I haven't been able to read in year. Movies slowly went next and now music is going. I throw on tv shows or YouTube e for any noise or distraction but I can't seem to make it through a movie and most the time after a few songs I just stop it

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Reading was my first thing to go I haven't been able to read in year. Movies slowly went next and now music is going. I throw on tv shows or YouTube e for any noise or distraction but I can't seem to make it through a movie and most the time after a few songs I just stop it

Are you able to watch or read about CTB??

 

[Crimsonghost3]

Eh depends read no I barely make it through long paragraphs on here I wouldn't make it through a book. Watching it depends if its real and isn't on the side of go get help I guess but I find most depictions of it I don't relate to. I don't find a lot of things honest about the real pain loneliness or hopelessness that really consumes me so I end up worse off from it.

 

[blueclover_.]

My life has always been dependant on music. Once it's no longer enjoyable, i will go.

 

[yive]

The only media I can consume is about CTB. Anything positive or upbeat or inspiring just makes me feel worse. Anyone relate?

same

 

[Atraxa]

I tried reading the other day but my brain just couldn't process the words. All I can do when I'm not working is listen to music, drink and pass time on random chat sites. Just enough to occupy myself so the tears and the feeling of my stomach being crushed doesn't surface.