Ugly, short, lonely, suicidal

[HappyForever?]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

 

[disabledlife]

I'm short also, ugly, lone, Asperger, genetic ill, in addition of my other life problems, disabled, bad birth (wrolgful birth and life), school bullying, cyber bullying,... I Would CTB quickly and punish my parents and country for giving my birth in a country doesn't like eugenic for good birth (I've created other thread and comments for my history and opinion in this forum for details). Good luck for your life, I hope you give relationship you want.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

@lonelyuglyguy44, don't despair your'e not alone, l'm only 5ft 7ins and bald which is why l shave my noodle every week,l'm content being a chrome dome, Your not ugly, l've got a mug that looks like a baboon's arse as it pushes out a monkey turd! Yet l've sampled many pussys over the year's! You'll never find a girlfriend if you go looking it just happens, you could be on the bus and strike up a conversation with a nice looking lassie and have a laugh and find that she pushes a piece of paper with her number on it just before she gets off the bus and bingo a opportunity has presented itself! (Be honest Be yourself Be daft) character and a sense of humour are more effective and important than being handsome, When on a first date Don't show off and remember your manners, Yes that means open the door for her! Compliment her attire! M8 This is all advice gathered from my 45+year's on this What could be a wonderful planet! Your only 18 (Oh what l'd give to be your age again) oh and try to remember Not to swear on a date! it's crude and off-putting to a lady And Do Not push to get your leg over on a first date,Sex on a first date just reeks of cheapness and doesn't bode well for a long term relationship! I wish you well friend, p.s have you ever thought about going to the gym or getting some weights, a barbell,a weights bench and 2 dumbbells are all you need! again best wishes :-)

 

[rosie93]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

I hope you find somone before that.

 

[Lmd]

What always makes me curious about these topics is the fixation on superficial things without telling what people are looking for. Hold hands, having someone to share things or just having a sexual experience? Is anyone worth it as long as they are interested?

Yeah it's sad that beautiful people are allowed to be boring and still have a sex life without having to worry about anything else and it's unfair to demand "something more" from people who are ugly but, well, you have to bring something to the relationship. People have to be attracted to you in some way, if it is not physical there has to be something else, just as the people you are attracted to will have a series of attributes that make you want to be there.

 

[chicken neck]

Many women have the same problem but they don't talk about it. They keep it inside.

I completely disagree based on a number of threads I have seen on this forum. Off of this forum, women are constantly bringing this shit up on social media and off the internet, people are also a lot more sympathetic and receptive to a woman who talks about her relationship woes unlike men who are just called an incel loser for daring to bring it up. Men are simply not allowed to exhibit any sort of weakness and this is not "toxic masculinity" or whatever the fuck, women can be just as if not more vicious about this as men.

I believe love and relationships aren't for people like us.

Agreed.

Anyway, I hope it will be different for you. Maybe try looking for a girl who is looking for a guy. Try with the ones that are the silent ones. And don't sound too desperate. That's scarry. Act as if you don't give a fuck - for now you just want to be friends.

I have actually hooked up with a lot of women, when I was younger I was a lot better looking than I am now and was capable of attracting good looking women on occasion, these days all I can attract are either obese, single mothers, 40+, or some combination of all three, none of which I am happy with being someone who is 30 years old and has a pretty good career.

Yeah I recognize the hypocrisy on my part for judging women by how fat they are but in the vast majority of cases that's their own problem, I can't gain height but they can lose weight if they stopped gorging themselves on shitty food and got off their ass once and a while. But if they did that then they wouldn't want anything to do with me. "Maybe try looking for a girl looking for a guy" isn't exactly great advice, no offense, if it was that easy then no one would have any issues. Most women these days are obsessed with image and social media to an extreme degree, they will initiate divorce over the dumbest shit and as a man you will get the shitty end of this stick more than likely, it's pointless to even try if you have no value outside of money because whether you want to believe it or not most people aren't looking for true love. I'm not asking for a super model or anything, I just want someone who can still have kids, doesn't outweigh me by 100 pounds, and doesn't come with someone else's kids.

Regardless, I cannot overcome the indignity of being treated like genetically inferior trash my entire life for my height by both men and women so I'm just going to get it over with and drink the N soon, If you are a man who is short you are not able to live a full life and will always be treated as inferior no matter how much you accomplish so again I really don't see the point in continuing. I wouldn't want to pass on my horrible genes to some poor kid so they have to face the same stuff I am anyway, the world is literally better off without people like me and this has been made abundantly clear to me through a lifetime of mistreatment.

 

[rosie93]

I completely disagree based on a number of threads I have seen on this forum. Off the internet people are also a lot more sympathetic and receptive to a woman who talks about her relationship woes unlike men who are just called an incel loser for daring to bring it up.


Agreed.


I have actually hooked up with a lot of women, when I was younger I was a lot better looking than I am now and was capable of attracting good looking women on occasion, these days all I can attract are either obese, single mothers, 40+, or some combination of all three, none of which I am happy with being someone who is 30 years old and has a pretty good career.

Yeah I recognize the hypocrisy on my part for judging women by how fat they are but in the vast majority of cases that's their own problem, I can't gain height but they can lose weight if they stopped gorging themselves on shitty food and got off their ass once and a while. But if they did that then they wouldn't want anything to do with me. "Maybe try looking for a girl looking for a guy" isn't exactly great advice, no offense, if it was that easy then no one would have any issues. Most women these days are obsessed with image and social media to an extreme degree, they will initiate divorce over the dumbest shit and as a man you will get the shitty end of this stick more than likely, it's pointless to even try if you have no value outside of money because whether you want to believe it or not most people aren't looking for true love. I'm not asking for a super model or anything, I just want someone who can still have kids, doesn't outweigh me by 100 pounds, and doesn't come with someone else's kids.

Regardless, I cannot overcome the indignity of being treated like genetically inferior trash my entire life for my height by both men and women so I'm just going to get it over with and drink the N soon, If you are a man who is short you are not able to live a full life and will always be treated as inferior no matter how much you accomplish so again I really don't see the point in continuing. I wouldn't want to pass on my horrible genes to some poor kid so they have to face the same stuff I am anyway, the world is literally better off without people like me.

Good choice. All my life I kept saying I will never have children. Noone believes me. My mother's still talking about me having kids in the future. She makes me so angry. As you, I'm happy it will be over soon.

I guess being a short guy is difficult but on the other hand I know many men who are short, happy, confident and have a great life. So being short, bullied in the past and having a mental illness is the real problem here, I believe.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

I hope your life will change within these 4 years for the better. I hope you will meet someone worthy of you. I genuinely wish you all the best.

 

[rosie93]

And fuck yes! the world is better without us.

 

[chicken neck]

Good choice. All my life I kept saying I will never have children. Noone believes me. My mother's still talking about me having kids in the future. She makes me so angry. As you, I'm happy it will be over soon.

I guess being a short guy is difficult but on the other hand I know many men who are short, happy, confident and have a great life. So being short, bullied in the past and having a mental illness is the real problem here, I believe.

Well they can be happy and confident all they want, but most people are looking down on them literally and figuratively and think they're a joke. This is simply reality, if they can accept that and all the demeaning comments that come their way on a daily basis that I'm sure they receive just like I do then good for them, personally I fucking hate it, it's unjust that I have to work way harder than most other men for objectively shittier results, and I am not going to put up with it any longer.

And fuck yes! the world is better with us.

I said the world is better without me, I don't know if you misread that or not.

 

[rosie93]

Well they can be happy and confident all they want, but most people are looking down on them literally and figuratively and think they're a joke. This is simply reality, if they can accept that and all the demeaning comments that come their way on a daily basis that I'm sure they receive just like I do then good for them, personally I fucking hate it, it's unjust that I have to work way harder than most other men for objectively shittier results, and I am not going to put up with it any longer.


I said the world is better without me, I don't know if you misread that or not.

*without us

Bad typing.

 

[comfortingdeath]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

I feel quite the same. I already accepted i will never be capable to attract any girl in this life, because i'm too ugly.

 

[Bullit]

Society is fucked up. We are failing at the job of marriage and family. Still,you can make a good life even without a woman.

 

[Dear Agony]

I'm a girl and I'm attracted to short guys. I think it's cute. Most girls be like "body positivity" and all but then come up with multiple rules when it comes to boyfriends. Make it make sense I guess, it's just hypocrisy.
Anyways, I'm just like you, never had a boyfriend and I don't think I ever will. It's definitely one of the multiple reasons why I want to CTB. No one has ever even liked me in that way lol. I used to think I'm pretty, but the world showed me I'm ugly I guess.

 

[Makko]

There are big payoffs. If you survive 12 more years you'll become a wizard. Then you'll show them.

 

[Jack4230]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

Same

 

[Fish Face]

Surprised a bunch of females didn't come in here screaming about how much worse they have it than you like they seem to do with almost every other thread on here wherein men express how depressed they are over their physical shortcomings and how poorly

Surprised a bunch of females didn't come in here screaming about how much worse they have it than you like they seem to do with almost every other thread on here wherein men express how depressed they are over their physical shortcomings and how poorly they are treated for it.

This is not an incel site. Lots of women feel ugly too and they should not. Lots of men feel ugly too and they should not. Could we be kind to each other on this site because it is all we have? If lack of attractiveness is all then there is someone for everyone. You are not going to get the most attractive girl probably because it doesn't work like that. Just do not stink of desparation and you will get a girlfriend. Make the most of yourself, good grooming etc and you will get there. There are very few men who are ugly to women because we just don't judge like men when it comes to looks. Just be nice, not aggressive, not angry, listen, talk and you will get there.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I'm a girl and I'm attracted to short guys. I think it's cute. Most girls be like "body positivity" and all but then come up with multiple rules when it comes to boyfriends. Make it make sense I guess, it's just hypocrisy.
Anyways, I'm just like you, never had a boyfriend and I don't think I ever will. It's definitely one of the multiple reasons why I want to CTB. No one has ever even liked me in that way lol. I used to think I'm pretty, but the world showed me I'm ugly I guess.

@reversenightmare 'YOU ARE NOT UGLY!' The low foreheads who say you're ugly are the REAL UGLY ONE'S!

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Society is the problem with this. In the future when everyone is beautiful without flaws they will find life mundane not diverse and repressive good luck to humanity without any ugly, below average people because that's where the world is headed

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Same, I'm ugly as fuck too. Was supposed to die at birth (typical sign of being a genetic failure). Yet here I am 20 years old. I dont want to CTB because of a girlfriend though, I want to CTB because I'm mentally ill. I'm perfectly fine just chilling in my house, coping with books and the internet. But its hard to cope when you're constantly depressed.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Same, I'm ugly as fuck too. Was supposed to die at birth (typical sign of being a genetic failure). Yet here I am 20 years old. I dont want to CTB because of a girlfriend though, I want to CTB because I'm mentally ill. I'm perfectly fine just chilling in my house, coping with books and the internet. But its hard to cope when you're constantly depressed.

@mentalhealthfighter, l was born out of sin as well,and came close to death at birth,l'm mentally ill too(ASPD + PTSD) I'm ok being a diagnosed Nut, l want to CTB after my Dog dies because after so many year's of loneliness l don't want to be alone anymore!

 

[Razz_Goku]

Loneliness I can handle and i don't wanna ctb because i got no girl in my life. Mental illness is more of a trouble for me rn and i wanna escape it . I actually want eternity of nothingess and nothing else

 

[callme]

@reversenightmare 'YOU ARE NOT UGLY!' The low foreheads who say you're ugly are the REAL UGLY ONE'S!

All it takes is.. having seen the person before they comment on their looks? Too lazy, plus - today's world doesn't work like that. "Does this dress make me look fat?" "No honey, you are pregnant, sure doesn't".

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm 18 and I've been suicidal for two years. Every day I desperately wish for a girl to be attracted to me and be my gf. Instead I'm forced to watch other taller and more attractive guys get into one relationship after another. I will give life 4 more years and finish college before I ctb. The pain of being alone grows nonstop every second. I don't want to die, but it's preferrable to being alone for life.

Of course I will never be able to understand as I am not a man and I have no interest in relationships anyway. I know that being alone can be painful for many people and I'm sorry you have to deal with this. It can be a horrible feeling seeing others have what you want. I hope you find someone but if you decide to ctb then I wish you peace.

 

[callme]

Of course I will never be able to understand as I am not a man and I have no interest in relationships anyway. I know that being alone can be painful for many people and I'm sorry you have to deal with this. It can be a horrible feeling seeing others have what you want. I hope you find someone but if you decide to ctb then I wish you peace.

Et tu, brute?

I've never even been looked at by a woman, same, I never knew love. No interest in relationships, just in mindless sex and dating, because there's where magic is, but it's for good looking, rich and interesting people with mainstream lifes.
Love is imaginary, mostly getting along together. If your girlfriend happily washes the beer stains off of your tank top and you happily give her your wallet so that she can get 30 grams of some skin cream for 100 bucks, that's a happy marriage.

But why not a man? Because if you had a girl, you'd watch RomComs or shop with her, or even keep up with women's fashion? Christ, nothing wrong with that, if it's why you don't feel like a man. Neither do I. But why consider standarts of who is or is not a man in a society where breakups induce serious drama on Facetrash and people can't even look each other in the eyes and say, "Hey, it's not working out between us"?

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

Society is fucked up. We are failing at the job of marriage and family. Still,you can make a good life even without a woman.

not all people are obligated to get married and start a family...