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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Trying to be social at this event with my husband and all I can think of is I just want to die. I'm so pathetic
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds very tiring, having to go to that event. I cannot stand people and I am very introverted. I try to stay in the house as much as I possibly can. I'm sorry you are suffering. I hope you find peace.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
It's exhausting. Plus my husband told a few close friends last month that I was in the physc ward so I have them asking if I feel better so I'm lying. I just hate myself. I hope the sn gets delivered next week. I have nothing to take with it so I'll just have to deal with the side effects. I can't do this any longer. Nothing works to make me feel better. I'm basically not fixable. I'm just in the way. Again sorry for this venting post. I'm hiding in a corner right so I don't have to talk with anyone. It sounds like I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I'm sorry that I even exist. Im sorry.
 
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