trying substances to help with my depression, how should i go about it?

[finish.me]

I don't know how people get drugs and I don't know if I have the social aptitude to do so. I can try though, can someone PM me? is this a bad idea?
I have money, just absolutely no clue to go about getting anything. I wanna try shrooms for microdosing, like someone suggested here, or MDMA. if someone could help i'd appreciate it.

 

[befree]

Maybe you like to try the natural amino acid L-Phenylalanine. 3x daily between meals, not to be taken together with protein.

 

[finish.me]

Maybe you like to try the natural amino acid L-Phenylalanine. 3x daily between meals, not to be taken together with protein.

i've actually looked into that before but i'm not interested. also is that even safe to do long term? i don't usually respond to anything that isn't, like, 100% maxed out on the effects scale. i want something that changes my perception and outlook, not anything subtle like that. i appreciate the suggestion though

 

[Life_and_Death]

Research. Lots of it. What it does. What it reacts with. Doses. Studies. Everything. I actually found shroom coffee (lions mane) to help a bit. And I got it right off amazon

 

[LittleJem]

MDMA might give you a day/night off depressoin, but no cure. It is helpful for PTSD but in that case must be combined wiht skilled therapy. It will be avaiable in future hopefully, but right now it's illegal so it can't be...

Shrooms, microdosing. You need to go on dark net I guess. or approach anyone smelling of weed and say you have depression and ask if you can be in touch with their dealer. you might get lucky. Shrooms are apparently best for depression if you have a 'transcendental experience' which I have personally not had on them. Microdosing can be helpful for some and it is worht trying. If you are on SSRIs they will not work with the SSRIS.

Ketamine therapy - look it up on REddit how to do it at home. it is somewhat helpful for depresison if not veyr helpful, but not a cure as such, more of atreatment.

I prefer Prozac actually but they have taken me off it in the psych ward. so that is why I am back on this site todya.