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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
Don't have any friends anymore, my girl left, I'm out of a job, my parents pressure me to become something I don't want to be. I'm a waste of space and oxygen.
I hope that death isn't as lonely.
Everyday starts out the same. Ends the same.
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
It is almost 12 midnight and I'm laying in bed, just thinking about what could have been.
Friend, if it isn't? I'll buy the first round when we make it there.
I hope paradise is waiting for us.
I wish that I can give my life to a cancer patient or some kid who wants to live. I don't love myself anymore. I don't feel love anymore.
 
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NoPointToContinue

Student
Jun 2, 2021
126
Loneliness paralyses everything valuable in us. It makes us robot, brute, inhuman. Wish you best, friend. I really hope you and everyone in this forum find happiness they wish for.
 
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mossyfox

Student
Aug 4, 2021
129
It is almost 12 midnight and I'm laying in bed, just thinking about what could have been.

I hope paradise is waiting for us.
I wish that I can give my life to a cancer patient or some kid who wants to live. I don't love myself anymore. I don't feel love anymore.
isn't that a lovely thought. I feel the same. waste of space and resources. but I never looked at it that way really. what if someone else could have your life and get to stay. someone who wants it or someone who is more useful to others.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
Everyday I lie in bed wondering if there's a way to transfer my remaining life to someone else.

Someone not plagued by loneliness like me, unable to make real friends and even avoided by love. As if I were a radioactive mutant that kills everything that comes close to me.

I guess I can relate to what you said.

May you find peace. Living or dying, there must be peace ...
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
I'm sorry you feel that way @Satanist - this society is made for egoistic maniacs and those who toss others aside.

That being said - of all the negative feelings there are - I have never experienced feeling lonely - so I can't really relate - but I definitely felt hurt and betrayed before :(
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
A waste of space and oxygen doesn't come on here to talk about his feelings, it makes you a man who's been given dire circumstances while trying to survive life's rat race.

I've been where you are, friendship wise, and when there's no one around it sucks thinking "Do I really have to start all over again. I'm over this". You're a human, not a frickin' Transformer :heart:.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,652
While I am very introverted and do not get lonely as in lacking a connection to others, I understand that loneliness can be a painful feeling and it can send us into despair. I'm sorry you are suffering, living really is painful. I see my existence as very pointless. I would also give my life to someone who wants to live. I wish you well.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
Don't have any friends anymore, my girl left, I'm out of a job, my parents pressure me to become something I don't want to be. I'm a waste of space and oxygen.
I hope that death isn't as lonely.
Everyday starts out the same. Ends the same.
Pretty much exactly the same but I work from home in the day. Moved away from my hometown start of last year and don't know anyone for a hundred miles. My parents make it clear they wish I was gone.

It is so lonely.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I'm surrounded by good people and I interact with them on a daily basis, and yet, I'm feeling extremely lonely…. So f**king lonely….. ;-;
 
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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
133
i hope death isn't as lonely either.
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
577
Thank you everyone for the kind words, I haven't got much left in me anymore. In the next life, I hope we can all be a family.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Everyday I lie in bed wondering if there's a way to transfer my remaining life to someone else.
You can transfer it to me so that I can sell it to my new friend Mr Murder who will kill it.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
You can transfer it to me so that I can sell it to my new friend Mr Murder who will kill it.
Lies ...

You will torture it... Or you're gonna used it to power your spells
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,863
I'd love to donate my life too. Was thinking that today. To someone who'd enjoy it!!
 
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