Tried to open up about my thoughts to my mom after telling her I want to take friday off of work to hang out with my friends and she bitched at me that I'm not making enough money and need to be bringing home more per week and things like that. She fucking told me I should go back on anti-depressants after I opened up about it (kept it lowkey didn't mention that I want to SH and kms). But she always seems to forget that the anti-depressants make me feel 0 emotion at all like neither happy or sad and just keep me in a weird state of nothingness 24/7. Been trying to find a new job for the past 2 years and can't find shit because the job market is so fucking ass. She thinks its all fine and that I'm not trying hard enough to find a new one. I feel like I'm better off dead.
I just dont know what to do anymore with life. I want to give up
I just dont know what to do anymore with life. I want to give up
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