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sadbh

sadbh

Student
Apr 4, 2026
125
My top reason for CTBing? I don't want to spend the rest of my life being a wageslave.
Same. I feel like my choices are work or die, and no one around me seems to get it.
 
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endboss

endboss

Member
Apr 8, 2026
36
I lived a happy life before until tinnitus robbed my life and turned it 360 degree, if you don't know what it feels like, just imagine having a phone ringing tone in your head or ear 24 hours non stop, it's a horrible medical condition that medical proffesional brush off and do not consider as an acute condition, it's worse than cancer.
I agree, it's worse than cancer.
 
Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Arcanist
Dec 10, 2025
402
Existence and fighting the rat race is pointless in itself and I would like to opt out from this game world. I don't give a fuck about being happy or sad I just want to be gone from here. Period.
Existence is meaningless and pointless. There is no purpose to any of this shit. I'm not depressed or anything. I think most people would kill to have my life (and I would happily give them everything I own) in exchange to get the fuck out of this place. There is nothing in this world I want except to not exist and unfortunately death is the only thing to truly escape this world
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
124
My reasons are:

1. The future. It genuinely sounds dreadful. I don't think there's any place for me in a capitalist society where I have to work until I'm in my mid sixties. I've tried to think of ways that I can make it work but I can't (other then suddenly finding myself with lots of money but I don't see that happening ever lol)

2. I'm a horrible/useless person. I've done so many bad things I give up on trying to be good. I'm also insanely lazy. It isn't even funny at this point. I can do things normally, but I just won't. Death is the best option left for me, as I don't see much of an irl redemption arc coming my way. It'd probably be more "healthy" to move past my regrets but it's 1000 times easier said then done

3. Now, my most classic reason, suffering. I'd give a lil rant but I fear a lot of people on here know this reason all too well

4. There's no reason to keep living. There's no magical rule that says you can't kill yourself. Sure, it's selfish, but there's no reason other then to live for the benefit of others (at least in my case; obviously people can find reasons to live within themselves, but I cannot)
 
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