Too much stress

[jimmy7754]

Too much stress ruined my life.. I think it's been building up for years since my dad died at 25.. now I'm 32 and I feel like the cap blew off after this relationship failed and I injuried myself.. I just feel so hardened and empty.. my dog died too.. I'm working making 20-30k annually atm if I keep it up.. I feel like I made a left turn and just kept driving and driving.. and ended up nowhere…

I am a believer that to make life worth living… you shouldn't lie to yourself so much and actually do something you want to do.. aim high enough or at least try to take a stab at what you want.. I'm so worn out and tired of playing this game.. I can't sleep right anymore…

Perfect word for how I feel "WARPED"

I'm warped from false hopes…
Warped from college..
Warped from "real life" …
Warped from the mental health counselors and the spiraling conversations..
Warped from trying to push forward everyday and still feeling like dog shit..

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation, it must be unbearable having to deal with so much stress. I know that it can be hard to carry on when you are so tired. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

The sooner you wake up to the propaganda the easier it is

There are a lot of people who go into middle age and follow lifescript job kids etc. then when the economy and life blows up due to the latest Zionist disaster they wonder what happened. In 2008 criminal zionists walked away with a lot of money

In 2003 their buddies at PNAC sent a lot of young Americans of all ethnicities to die in a desert so the zionists could have gasoline for their SUVs

 

[nixdeath]

I can understand that. I'm sorry your life has went that way.