Venting Too much pain

[kunikuzushi]

Please let this end. I just lie here doing nothing, being tortured, in pain. Nothing helps. There's nothing I can do to distract myself. Trying makes me feel worse because I keep trying to do things and feel nothing.

The only thing that makes me forget is being with someone. But no one wants to be around me. They make it seem like a chore to hang out with me. And it feels even worse feeling like a burden.

Please why can't I just build up the courage to end it soon? There is no logic in me staying alive when I'm in pain every second of my life.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm sorry. It's dreadful that overcoming SI is so hard. Many users stay here in the same feeling. You're not alone. I wish I could relieve the pain.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

I understand you perfectly

The feeling of "i cant stand 1 day more" but the panic of SI

We are trapped in this show