Venting Too autistic to work, got bullied heavily in my entire school days so I've developed a strong fear of people. I've been a NEET for six years ever

[WhenTheyCry]

since 2016 when I graduated from high school. Honestly, sometimes I wonder why I even put up with that daily torture from both students and teachers who hated me because of my poor social skills. I'm planning on ending it with sodium nitrite when the time comes when my parents die and can't support me anymore. I was born just to suffer, a meaningless existence. I'm hoping America gives us the option of euthanasia but this country is a 3rd world shithole. Life is too long, I'm 23, just how many years would it take for me to die of old age? It's terrifying calculating that. It's boring, painful, agonizing, I can't take it anymore.

 

[LeavingEarly]

I feel life is to long too.

 

[theboy]

Life is too long for me. Being 50, 60, 70 years old? No, thanks

 

[Suicideorgy]

This is like a carbon copy of me except the autism and i never finished school so you got that going for yah. I havent had a friend outside of my family in 14 years. (and I think they only tolerate me, not actually like me)

I just have crippling social anxiety, not addicted to drugs like the rest of my family so I got that goin, which is nice. I did however just lose my life savings on bad stock trades. (Only around 5k) tempted to just yolo the rest at a casino trying to win the rest back and if doesnt work out just sudoku then.

 

[LunaNyx_]

since 2016 when I graduated from high school. Honestly, sometimes I wonder why I even put up with that daily torture from both students and teachers who hated me because of my poor social skills. I'm planning on ending it with sodium nitrite when the time comes when my parents die and can't support me anymore. I was born just to suffer, a meaningless existence. I'm hoping America gives us the option of euthanasia but this country is a 3rd world shithole. Life is too long, I'm 23, just how many years would it take for me to die of old age? It's terrifying calculating that. It's boring, painful, agonizing, I can't take it anymore.

Coming from a 23 year old autistic girl from a 3rd world country also... I get it. Too heavily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life does just seem to be endless suffering and misery all for the sake of it. Your feelings are understandable. I want nothing to do with this life and the thought of existing until old age is so horrifying. Euthanasia should be a human right but the problem is that the society is so selfish, expecting people to suffer against their wishes when instead they could be peacefully not existing. Those gone from this life are lucky and everyday I envy them.

 

[Klophy]

Mostly same situation, a lot older. Wish I had a talent of some sort to offset my inability to function socially.