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Hello everyone. Thanks for all the kind messages. I sadly did not have all of the situation go to plan. My brother found me and I was transferred to er after I had already lost consciousness. I don't know what happened for the first couple days after but I have been admitted to hospital since my attempt. I have only recently over the past day been able to conceptulize what happened to me. My family has been in shambles. Also I didn't realize the physical burden this would leave me with. I was only without oxygen for a couple minutes so I've had to be on continuous oxygen but oh my gosh am I unwell. My eyes are completely bloodshot and they are kinda bulging from the pressure. My neck has insane burning from the rope (kinda like rug burn). Once I do a few more days of pt I will be sent to an inpatient floor. Thank you for all your kind words people!Hello people. I am pretty new to community but I have decided to CBT tonight via partial hanging. I have already made notes and deleted things off phone I don't want found. I will do it in 2 hours at midnight. I have an upset tummy from anxiety but I wanted to tell people! I'll update if I fail or pussy out
I severely strained some muscles in my neck so it's been hard to swallow or move my neck, didn't even know that was possible
I'm not sure. I'm luckily not like disabled forever but I wish my brother had never found me because now he is burdened with that and it's just hard. I am wishing for a lot of things rn, like peace or comfort but I haven't gotten that yet. I hope I can maybe survive a bit longer for my fam but I know I'll try again,and I think they know too :(
good luck buddy
