tonight - MRs

[jd300100]

i'm already writing my note. sitting here listening to some of my favorite songs. gonna lock my door with my cat inside and leave my window open for the birdsong.

i have some muscle relaxers. a bunch of other psych meds. antiemetics. i'm not a big puker anyway. gonna just drift away to some djo petting my cat.

love you all. see you on the flip side.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

muscle relaxers. a bunch of other psych meds. antiemetics

Is this your ctb regimen? May not work. Probably won't work as a matter of fact. You will just end up harming yourself, possibly irreversibly. I'm getting the impression this is not very well thought out and may be impulsive. When something is impulsive it usually doesn't work out. You can do as you want, but I think it wiser to take a step back, think things through a bit more, and make a better plan, even if not tonight. That's my 2 cents, FWIW.