Venting Tonight is the night

[Snatsbats]

I think im gonna CTB tonight. Im using SN and go with the stat method.

My plan is as follows:
19.00 last meal
21.00 - 0.5mg xanax
00.00 - 40mg propranolol
01.00 - 40mg propranolol + 0.5 xanax
02.00 - 200mg propranolol
02.15 - 20mg Metoclopramide
03.00 - 20gm SN in 50ml water

I feel a little fear but i hope the xanax will help. I hope everything will go as planned. Im at home my parents are out drinking and i have my own chill room with a large couch where i can go and finish my drink.

Hope i have the guts

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that things go the way that you want them to. Best wishes.

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

I wish you success in whatever you choose. 6 days left for me, I can't wait to join the dead. I hope you find the freedom and peace you deserve fellow sufferer

 

[Snatsbats]

I think im gonna postpone my parents came home earlier. Shit!!!!!!!

 

[Euthanza]

I think im gonna postpone my parents came home earlier. Shit!!!!!!!

That means this isn't just your time yet. In this case, better be late than sorry.

 

[LeavingEarly]

I think im gonna CTB tonight. Im using SN and go with the stat method.

My plan is as follows:
19.00 last meal
21.00 - 0.5mg xanax
00.00 - 40mg propranolol
01.00 - 40mg propranolol + 0.5 xanax
02.00 - 200mg propranolol
02.15 - 20mg Metoclopramide
03.00 - 20gm SN in 50ml water

I feel a little fear but i hope the xanax will help. I hope everything will go as planned. Im at home my parents are out drinking and i have my own chill room with a large couch where i can go and finish my drink.

Hope i have the guts

How did you manage to get the xanax, propranolol and meto?

 

[Werewolf.]

What was your second-to-last meal? And what will be your last meal?

 

[Snatsbats]

That means this isn't just your time yet. In this case, better be late than sorry.

Yeah it sucks, but there is always another day.

How did you manage to get the xanax, propranolol and meto?

Living in the Netherlands. We can get a prescription online and order it. Netherlands is a heaven for all kind of drugs.

What was your second-to-last meal? And what will be your last meal?

I had a nice steak and some mashed potatos. I dont really care about the meal. I just will eat some big meal 8 hours before so i dont get tired and hungry.