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Tomorrow I will go pick up my 90 pills of 10mg valium, I have a full bottle off 1800mg a day gabapentin unopened, I have some extra gabapentin of half the strength (half a bottle, half a bottle of 1 mg klonopin I can get my hands on which is not mine, two different muscle relaxants (about a regular dose half each), I also have 2 weeks of hydroxizine, and almost a full bottle of full strength propranolol. Do you think if I get this all down its enough to kill me or will it just leave me brain dead?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Tomorrow I will go pick up my 90 pills of 10mg valium, I have a full bottle off 1800mg a day gabapentin unopened, I have some extra gabapentin of half the strength (half a bottle, half a bottle of 1 mg klonopin I can get my hands on which is not mine, two different muscle relaxants (about a regular dose half each), I also have 2 weeks of hydroxizine, and almost a full bottle of full strength propranolol. Do you think if I get this all down its enough to kill me or will it just leave me brain dead?
I would probably vomit. I don't know your stomach but mine would reject it all quickly. Otherwise it would do the job, at lease I'm sure it would on me.
 
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Jul 15, 2020
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I think all of those are supposed to be used for ctb and are not lethal in big quantities. This is a lot of meds but I think you're probably gonna be in a really long coma and then wake up with damage
 
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jrums

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Apr 14, 2019
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Yeah benzos are impossible to overdose on otherwise I would have been gone long ago. Same with gabapentin
 
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Safe bet is you're just going to f**k up your body. Sorry, trying to be truthful. Meds and/or med combos are often very unreliable - even in high doses.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

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Sep 28, 2020
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Many would vomit.
 
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TowerUpright

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May 26, 2019
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None of those meds would cause you to CTB. And I doubt anyones stomach could hold all of that.
 
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I think you'll get very sick, take a long couple day nap, and wake up with no more meds. Meds rarely work, and when they do you need very specific ones.
 
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Cronetappingout

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Feb 13, 2020
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Wouldn't the peaceful pill book give you a better idea if they are a lethal combination? Or look it up online if any of those are not recommended to take together?
 
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Sep 11, 2019
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Omg .. That's a lot of benzos + other meds bro.... I know its diff to ctb with benzo od but ur qty seems to be the highest I have ever read abt. So really don't know for sure but like others have said its diff to keep it down n not vomit.
 
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Feb 15, 2019
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Like others have said, this method is not likely to work.

Download the Peaceful Pill Handbook and look at the section on drug methods and the section on sodium nitrite.

If I were in your situation, I would go for the amitriptyline cocktail or sodium nitrite.
 
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