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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Am I the only one who wants to ctb on a cool date? 12/11/21 would look nice and tidy on my obituary/tombstone. Or I could wait until the next palindrome on 12/22/21 but that's too close to Xmas. God help me if I'm still alive on 2/2/22 but that'd be the best!
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243

LOL guess it's just me! My OCD brain wants to die on a cool date since it will be immortalized as my death date. I had no control over my birthdate, I have very little control over anything in my life at this current time, but I can control the date of my death. So I want to choose a cool date if possible. Something that rolls nicely off the tongue.
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
no, i get it. my birth date was a palindrome - 10/11/01 (non-US format) and dying on a palindrome would be extra cool.

I was a bit gutted I didn't think about CTBing on the birthday just gone. i would of done it to the birth minute exactly so i'd live exactly 20 years, 1/4 of the average lifespan.
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
no, i get it. my birth date was a palindrome - 10/11/01 (non-US format) and dying on a palindrome would be extra cool.

I was a bit gutted I didn't think about CTBing on the birthday just gone. i would of done it to the birth minute exactly so i'd live exactly 20 years, 1/4 of the average lifespan.

Wow, cool birthday! I'm sorry to hear you're suffering though. You're still so young. I hope you'll stick around and see what the future has in store for you.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
This is so funny and beautiful. Myself i am having a hard time choosing the day. And actually choosing a palindrome date or something else that looks cool feels kind of inspiring/motivating.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,625
I'm not sure I would ever be able to stick to a particular date personally, even know I like the idea of doing it on a interesting date. I will just do it when the pain of living gets too much. But in my case, everyday would be a good day to ctb.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Not a palindrome in Europe, we write tomorrow's date as 11/12/21 lol
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
Related, but not related, if you guys haven't seen or heard about it already, there is a unique movie called Palindrome (2004). If you watch it, message me and let me know your thoughts, good or bad.
 
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weeks of the day

weeks of the day

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Apr 1, 2019
261
22/2/22 is a palindrome and falls on a Tuesday as well. It's always piqued my interest as a date to CTB.
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
Hmm 2/2/22 . I like the sound of that.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

ā€œYe shall be as gods..šŸŽ šŸā€
Jun 22, 2021
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Another sign šŸ¤”. I haven't eaten anything at all today in order to keep my options open. I'm afraid if I don't do it tonight, I'm gonna be obligated to stay alive through Xmas which I can't fathom doing. 12/12/21 looks nice to my eyes.
 
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