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WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
I know that feeling, bro.
My bday was on January, 3rd and I wanted to die but was able to have some fun thanks to alcohol.
Hope you can feel better soon.
Wish you the best.
Hugs and love!
NodusTollens
☾
- Nov 17, 2020
- 989
I can understand how you're feeling, birthdays are tough when all you want is to die. —hugs— Sorry you're in so much pain OP.Mine is tomorrow as well. I have everything ready for CO CTB. I know exactly how you are feleling.
Going Home
Specialist
- Sep 21, 2018
- 357
I'm sorry that you are feeling that way. I wish you peace and a happy birthday.Happy early birthday for what it's worth. Birthdays are hard for me too, and mine falls on a holiday. You can spend your birthday with us if you like. Perhaps we can cheer you up a bit.
Sherri
Archangel
- Sep 28, 2020
- 13,791
dong be so hard on yourself, easier said than done I know, if you decide to leave I wish you a peaceful exit, if you decide to stay for a little longer it's ok too. You ha e people here that care about you and know what you are going through. I won't wish you happy bday, cause I dont Like When my day of birthday arrives also. Sending you a big hug.Happy birthday.
I personally plan to CTB on my birthday, I think it is poetic and allows my life to "come a full circle".
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Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
L I F E T O L O S E
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Teal_Blue_Dreams
Specialist
- Sep 15, 2020
- 399
I am so sorry that you feel this way. I'm sad to report that I know EXACTLY how you feel. Happy Birthday & Hugs!
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
Same here. My birthday is coming up soonish and there's nothing to celebrate.
All I wanted for Christmas was death but I never got it. Death would be the best birthday present ever. I'll be free from pain and suffering.
Red
Warlock
- Apr 10, 2019
- 744
Mine too - as it comes closer and drifts by with no actual celebration (usually close after an equally uncelebrated Mother's Day - no mother to celebrate and unobserved by oblivious offspring) I just wish to sleep through the entire thing and then be allowed to ignore everyone else's in the same way
insanedoomer
Zé"HaZarD
- Jan 10, 2021
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ThrownAwayTom
Experienced
- Oct 3, 2020
- 276
Mine is tomorrow and neither I or anyone around me could care less lmao. Its just a reminder that I haven't gone through with it yet and that I'm still a failure one year later.
I've booked tomorrow and Monday off work and I get paid, so I'm gonna get drunk, high, and eat what I want. It is what you make of it I guess.
Red
Warlock
- Apr 10, 2019
- 744
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- Feb 16, 2021
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