Venting Told my mother I have suicidal thoughts...

[Vertigo]

Today I tried to kill myself by partial but as expected SI kicked in at the last second, afterwards I was so emotionally tired that I had to vent to someone.
I told my mother that I needed professional help, that I had a very deep depression among other problems... I also ended up telling her I have suicidal thoughts.
But her answer surprised me cause I expected her to freak out atleast a little, she laughed and told me it's normal because I was alone for a long time and away from home, and that we will see a psychiatrist as soon as I get back home.
Not sure what to make out of her response.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Mh it is really hard to tell without knowing you, your mother and the all the nuances. Was it more a nervous laughter or did it seem dismissive to you?

 

[Vertigo]

Mh it is really hard to tell without knowing you, your mother and the all the nuances. Was it more a nervous laughter or did it seem dismissive to you?

it was dismissive, whenever I try to open up I get laughed at and not taken seriously

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Okay I just wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people laugh because they're uncomfortable.

Do you have anyone else to talk to about this openly?