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idciwtkms

idciwtkms

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Apr 8, 2026
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I have made my schedule got the sn and the antiemetics will start with my set up 2 hours before so that nothing goes wrong , wish me luck please hope no one disturbs me
I'm thinking of doing my makeup before i atleast want to look pretty maybe something blue to match my lips and my nails :)
today's the happiest and the most alive I've felt in years i wish everything goes perfectly as planned
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
238
I wish you peace, however it may find you.
(Also doing your makeup to match your blue lips and nails is amazing and i'm so stealing that idea)
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,294
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you and you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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Lfsn_kivacs-rei

Lfsn_kivacs-rei

Member
Mar 1, 2025
27
What a gift to feel happy one last time.
Your makeup sounds amazing.

Good luck, I'm sending good vibes your way. I hope you find peace.
 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
126
i hope you're able to find the peace i cant yet, wishing you the best of luck with whatever you choose 🫂🤍 it was nice being able to interact with you a little bit

edit: also i love the matching blue and doing makeup, i planned on doing my makeup as well
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
122
Good luck, I hope you find peace 🫂🩷
Also I love that your doing your makeup before, that's such a cool idea
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
133
hope you find peace. good luck with the protocol
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
235
good luck, may peace be with you ❤️
wishing you all the best and I hope everything goes well for you
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
349
I have made my schedule got the sn and the antiemetics will start with my set up 2 hours before so that nothing goes wrong , wish me luck please hope no one disturbs me
I'm thinking of doing my makeup before i atleast want to look pretty maybe something blue to match my lips and my nails :)
today's the happiest and the most alive I've felt in years i wish everything goes perfectly as planned
lock in. but when panic just dont continue.

if ya need some random banter just post on the forum.

good luck lil one

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go big if the make up or go home ;)
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
223
I hope you find peace. and I think it's great you are doing makeup. 🫂
have a wonderful journey
 
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mikidagreen

mikidagreen

dismal enjoyer
Apr 14, 2026
13
Sending love and hugs, enjoy your way out. i hope you find all the happiness you shouldve had in this life.
 
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