Today’s the day I ctb (SN)

[checkedout]

I haven't been on here very long, but I have been reading through posts for the last month or so. Reading other peoples' comments of support and kindness really had an impact on me.

I'm planning to CTB later tonight. I scheduled a couple of emails, and will finish writing my notes later today. I feel surprisingly calm so far.

Thanks for being so understanding and kind . Take care everyone!

 

[cambrai33]

I haven't been on here very long, but I have been reading through posts for the last month or so. Reading other peoples' comments of support and kindness really had an impact on me.

I'm planning to CTB later tonight. I scheduled a couple of emails, and will finish writing my notes later today. I feel surprisingly calm so far.

Thanks for being so understanding and kind . Take care everyone!

You may feel alone but you are not, we are all here thinking of you. Others are doing it tonight too, wishing you a peaceful journey from the bottom of my heart

 

[Idontrecognizemyself]

Reading other peoples' comments of support and kindness really had an impact on me.

Thank you for the quiet kind presence you had in this community as well. I am thankful you feel calm and clear of mind, I wish you a pleasant trip my friend. Let us know if you need anything (support, conversation, jokes?) before tonight : )

 

[Dead Meat]

I wanna wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and serenity

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[9kevinngannou]

I hope you're succesful! All the best man.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace desired

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

Best of luck, remember, don't pressure yourself if you want to postpone it; but if you are sure that this is the step; Godspeed.

May the stars guide your new journey.

 

[forgotten15]

I hope you find peace. Safe travels, friend.

 

[kurisutinabestgirl]

May you acquire the peace you are longing for.

 

[checkedout]

So I'm at the hotel, and though I chose a room that was supposedly soundproof, I don't think it is.

Thoughts on timing to avoid people nearby hearing and possibly intervening?

 

[cambrai33]

So I'm at the hotel, and though I chose a room that was supposedly soundproof, I don't think it is.

Thoughts on timing to avoid people nearby hearing and possibly intervening?

Good question, I think after 8pm, most people will be out for the evening and will give you a couple of hours to yourself

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point. May I ask if you're 100% sure that you want to die? Is there any hope left in life for you? It's always sad to see someone else go.

If you decide to go through with your plan, I wish you peace and happiness. Just remember that there's no shame in backing out if you change your mind. We won't judge you either way.

Best wishes

 

[checkedout]

You may feel alone but you are not, we are all here thinking of you. Others are doing it tonight too, wishing you a peaceful journey from the bottom of my heart

Thank you for this! Honestly reading your comment that I'm not alone brought me to tears. I'm at peace with my decision, but I am feeling really lonely right now.

I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point. May I ask if you're 100% sure that you want to die? Is there any hope left in life for you? It's always sad to see someone else go.

If you decide to go through with your plan, I wish you peace and happiness. Just remember that there's no shame in backing out if you change your mind. We won't judge you either way.

Best wishes

I appreciate that. I am sure, just scared something might go wrong.

Thank you for the quiet kind presence you had in this community as well. I am thankful you feel calm and clear of mind, I wish you a pleasant trip my friend. Let us know if you need anything (support, conversation, jokes?) before tonight : )

Conversation, yes . I'm feeling really lonely now.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

You can always choose to do it another time if you're having any regrets. But if you don't change your mind, I hope it's as peaceful as it can be. Safe travels

 

[supermario]

So I'm at the hotel, and though I chose a room that was supposedly soundproof, I don't think it is.

Thoughts on timing to avoid people nearby hearing and possibly intervening?

That's a good question, I have the same concerns when booking a hotel. Apart from not being overheard, you'll want to prepare for the possibility you might do something yourself due to SI. I suggest taking the battery out of your phone, hiding the hotel phone etc. Maybe turn up the TV as well in your room.

 

[Idontrecognizemyself]

Conversation, yes . I'm feeling really lonely now

I logged back on later than I expected to, you still here? What's going on in your mind right now?

 

[aminend]

I hope ur pain has been over now