Today would have been our one year anniversary.

[Listenlow]

I met the love of my life one year ago tomorrow and in the past two months she has ghosted me. The only thing I ever wanted in life was to fall in love. My Ctb date is soon and her ghosting me was the breaking point. I would give anything just to know she read a message I plan to send her.

 

[Daphne]

Don't KYS over another person. For all you know they may get a dopamine rush from it. There are some sickos on this planet that get off on playing the victim. Don't give them the opportunity.

Hold yourself back for a little while. Easier said than done, I know. When I was disowned by my mother in the worst way possible, it took all my strength and some psychotropic drugs not to KMS. But I knew if I did, she would not only be glad but play the victim card and get undeserved sympathy.

It's been a few years now and when I do CTB, it will be on my own terms.

 

[kurgan]

Killing yourself over a rejection is pretty pathetic. Shame you can't see, you'll look back in a couple of years and laugh at yourself over this.