Today might be the day.

[Circles]

It finally hit. That over encompassing feeling of nothingness and I'm tired of feeling like this. I'm tired of feeling so fucking depressed, bitter and lost and it's all my fault. I realized recently I'm my worse enemy. I literally don't know what to do anymore. Im crying just thinking how fucked I am no matter what I do. I'm tired of being a loser at life. I can't do this anymore.

 

[lostmylove]

I have maybe 45 days left myself. I'm jus sat in bed crying miserable too. Not eaten properly or showered I feel pathetic. 24 and my life is over

 

[Wojaczek]

it's all my fault

this is the worst feeling of it all

 

[mandyjohnuk]

Hello my friend.
Sorry how your feeling. But you have reached out which is a good thing. I hope a few if us reply to you. I can guarantee you that most of us are feeling this way in some shape or form. Were all different so it affects us different. I hate to admit this but nothingness has become my friend. To that I mean I feel nothing other than manic confusion which makes time either go slow or fast depending on the day. Today is just like yesterday. I wish I could talk to someone face to face but I'm fearfull.

 

[SpaceCadet]

I'm exhausted with the fighting too, i don't see much light in my life anymore, can only imagine how bad you must be feeling, it's painful and requires a colossal effort to continue pushing through in this state. In your posts i can see how great you're, hopefully you get to feel a little better, this feeling can't last forever.

 

[Red Scare]

It finally hit. That over encompassing feeling of nothingness and I'm tired of feeling like this. I'm tired of feeling so fucking depressed, bitter and lost and it's all my fault. I realized recently I'm my worse enemy. I literally don't know what to do anymore. Im crying just thinking how fucked I am no matter what I do. I'm tired of being a loser at life. I can't do this anymore.

In a way, from your post, it is nice to know I am not alone in feeling this.

We are here for you if you need it.

 

[Cathy Ames]

You're definitely not alone in feeling the way you do. And it really sucks. I'm so sorry.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, this life really can be so tiring and awful. I know that it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.