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[Ultima4128]

I'm planning of drinking and stabbing my heart ( if possible my neck and leg too and slicing my wrist ) I'm gonna put 3 layers of fabric so i won't feel the tip of the knife ( i tested how easy it is to stab through 3 layers of fabric ) if i don't give updates 1 week from now means i succeeded. Wish me luck

 

[AnestheticVoid]

That's hardcore.

 

[justtiredofit]

I'm planning of drinking and stabbing my heart ( if possible my neck and leg too and slicing my wrist ) I'm gonna put 3 layers of fabric so i won't feel the tip of the knife ( i tested how easy it is to stab through 3 layers of fabric ) if i don't give updates 1 week from now means i succeeded. Wish me luck

I understand wanting to end it all, but that seems like a very violent and painful way to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Belljar]

Unless you are a samurai this is unlikely to work.

 

[Huntfish34]

Gosh Damnt,. That is hardcore . I don't see that working out too well but I wish you Nothing but the best.

 

[Dead Meat]

Please don't do that

 

[Oblivion Access]

I would definitely reconsider that method, likely to leave you alive with permanent damage and guaranteed to be extremely painful. But, I can't make you do anything. I'm sorry your circumstances have led you up to this point. Wishing you well whatever happens.

 

[y0dha]

I hope you will suceed but yeah like others have said it's kinda hardcore, maybe you could find a lless painful solution

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I hope you find peace.

 

[gr1lledcheese]

I'm planning of drinking and stabbing my heart ( if possible my neck and leg too and slicing my wrist ) I'm gonna put 3 layers of fabric so i won't feel the tip of the knife ( i tested how easy it is to stab through 3 layers of fabric ) if i don't give updates 1 week from now means i succeeded. Wish me luck

I hope that method works for you - assuming you go through with it. Please know it's okay if you don't go through with it. I wish you peace no matter how it turns out.

 

[Someone123]

I'm planning of drinking and stabbing my heart ( if possible my neck and leg too and slicing my wrist ) I'm gonna put 3 layers of fabric so i won't feel the tip of the knife ( i tested how easy it is to stab through 3 layers of fabric ) if i don't give updates 1 week from now means i succeeded. Wish me luck

Cutting has less than a 2% success rate in the u.s.- it's not like it never works, but it's very difficult to get this to work. if it does work you will feel not just the tip of the knife but the rest of it and it will be very painful for a long time. There is about a 98% chance that you will end up calling for an ambulance due to the pain and will not ctb and then will get held on an involuntary psychiatric hold, at least if you are in the u.s.- these involuntary holds are not good experiences. You may want to rethink this method. When the ribs are in the way stabbing the heart is very tough- it is much more likely that it won't get to the heart and your hand will slide down the blade and that you'll slice open your hand, and the pain willl be so bad that you'll go to as hospital. There are better options.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish you the best and hope you find peace. I hope you have thought this through and done the research.

 

[Rob1984]

Like others have said, that is a sketchy way to CTB... I would reconsider. Sending love <3