Today is THE day

[I'm worthless]

Hello everyone. I'm being reading all yours post and it really help me to make me think if I want to do it or not. But reading you is not helping me anymore. I think that today I'm going to do it. I will feel like a looser if I can through this. Life isn't good enough for me. So I wanna live this awful world. Any suggestions for doing my way more soft, without so much pain?

 

[Thinking]

I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. I would advise you to take some time to read through the recourse guides here on SS and to really take the time to plan out your method. There is nothing wrong with thinking things through a bit more. I'm not invalidating your choice, only saying that it seems rather spontaneous and generally success comes with careful planning.

I understand what u mean about the loser thing, because I often feel the same. The truth is that your choice in this matter does not make you a loser, although I know it's easier to say then to believe. Just know that no one on this site will think badly of you based on your decision to ctb or not.

 

[I'm worthless]

I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. I would advise you to take some time to read through the recourse guides here on SS and to really take the time to plan out your method. There is nothing wrong with thinking things through a bit more. I'm not invalidating your choice, only saying that it seems rather spontaneous and generally success comes with careful planning.

I understand what u mean about the loser thing, because I often feel the same. The truth is that your choice in this matter does not make you a loser, although I know it's easier to say then to believe. Just know that no one on this site will think badly of you based on your decision to ctb or not.

Maybe your right. I should think a little bit more. I tried to cut my self. And it was really painful. I think I should get another method. Maybe pills.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Maybe your right. I should think a little bit more. I tried to cut my self. And it was really painful. I think I should get another method. Maybe pills.

Pills generally do not work. Please see the Resource Compilation pinned on the main Suicide Discussion page, there are lots of methods.

 

[Soul]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/

 

[Riley [CTBus]]

You might want to choose the right method. CTB is a delicate process. If you want to go peacefully, I'd recommend Nembutal but keep in mind that it is a little expensive. Sodium Nitride is also great but you'd have to take couple of meds and fast the day before you drink. If you want to hang, Partial suspension has a greater chance of success. If you want poetic death, try pinpointing major arteries and don't forget to take painkillers. If you want to go out with a bang, a shotgun would be perfect.