a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
... for the first time since November 2019.
Quite a statement.
Quite a statement.
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Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Impressive! Any particular reason? Wana double down on that?
Arrow
Rewrite
- May 1, 2020
- 768
gnomeboy17
Specialist
- Feb 11, 2020
- 355
That's great! I've been feeling better too, hope it lasts, for both of us :)
a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
There are plenty of reasons to live. But yea finding that right one for you can be tough.
One day at a time they say. But then again I've never lived multiple days at once either.
One day at a time they say. But then again I've never lived multiple days at once either.
Supersadmommy90
Student
- Sep 24, 2019
- 186
Today was alright for me too. I briefly edged towards thinking about ctb but from a detached, unemotional standpoint. The thought of the act itself briefly crossed my mind but, it wasn't an all consuming thing where I felt the need to dwell on it. I kept busy for most of the day. Even though it was by no means a perfect day, I broke a valuable possession and got turned around on a long drive because I forgot something. Anyway, the day sucked and everything is still wrong with my life but, I wasn't suicidal. So high fives.
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,359
Una
Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
- Feb 28, 2020
- 87
@a.n.kirillov
I am really very glad for you. I would like to say 'may it last' or something similar, because I would like it to last for you, but I am no longer sure if that would be appropriate ... so in case it is - wishing you the best whatever it might mean to you.
I read your posts often and, if you don't mind me saying, - you have a style.
Best,
Una
I am really very glad for you. I would like to say 'may it last' or something similar, because I would like it to last for you, but I am no longer sure if that would be appropriate ... so in case it is - wishing you the best whatever it might mean to you.
I read your posts often and, if you don't mind me saying, - you have a style.
Best,
Una
iknowwhatyouredoing
something inside turned the lights out
- Jan 30, 2020
- 36
thats awesome i felt good today too. when you get those moments of escape i try to really reflect on why you feel good, remember what made you feel that way. and everytime i get a moment of good feels it gets a little easier
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Well I don't expect to climb back out of this in a day; there are practical problems to solve. What's more, I know my moods. I can be on the brink of killing myself in the morning and cry tears of joy in the afternoon, without anything in the objective world having changed.
Whatever a shrink would make of that, I don't give a fuck ... maybe shrinks have never experienced a joy so great and simple.
Whatever a shrink would make of that, I don't give a fuck ... maybe shrinks have never experienced a joy so great and simple.
Good for you! Let's hope it lasts for a while so you can get shit done.
It felt uncomfortable near the end. Unfamiliar territory. I was slightly manic even and started writing a list of things I want to get into now, which included astrophysics, making field recordings, learning ancient greek, starting a mushroom farm in my basement and trying anabolic steroids on myself.
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Luchs
kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
- Aug 20, 2019
- 528
