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neverbeenbetter

neverbeenbetter

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Jul 16, 2022
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thank mass shooting assholes for making a tool so hard to get. now i cannot ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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There is no option of a gun where I live, but I doubt that I would be able to ctb that way anyway as I would fear it going wrong. It is frustrating how the society tries to make it harder for us to die, nobody should be trapped in this life against their wishes.
 
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nixdeath

nixdeath

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A gun would be my preferred method too, but I doubt it would be available for me considering my medical history of suicidality and schizophrenia (not that I can afford it anyway). I like that method because I can do it very quickly without before SI kicks in. I hope you can find another way, it really isn't fair how society treats us.
 
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neverbeenbetter

neverbeenbetter

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Jul 16, 2022
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There is no option of a gun where I live, but I doubt that I would be able to ctb that way anyway as I would fear it going wrong. It is frustrating how the society tries to make it harder for us to die, nobody should be trapped in this life against their wishes.
a gun seems like the easiest and preferred method to me, i do not care about leaving a mess because i will be dead.
A gun would be my preferred method too, but I doubt it would be available for me considering my medical history of suicidality and schizophrenia (not that I can afford it anyway). I like that method because I can do it very quickly without before SI kicks in. I hope you can find another way, it really isn't fair how society treats us.
you can order a cheap single shot shotgun for around 100 usd to an ffl near you, and i think something about their mechanism makes the angle harder to slip when you fire, not that it matters because itll only be a degree or two at such a close range with a powerful firearm. i cannot even get a gun this way though.
 
nixdeath

nixdeath

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May 3, 2022
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you can order a cheap single shot shotgun for around 100 usd to an ffl near you, and i think something about their mechanism makes the angle harder to slip when you fire, not that it matters because itll only be a degree or two at such a close range with a powerful firearm. i cannot even get a gun this way though.
thank you, I might look into that.
 
neverbeenbetter

neverbeenbetter

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Jul 16, 2022
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thank you, I might look into that.
make sure its a 12 gauge if your gonna do it, you dont wanna skimp out.

good luck and sorry that you have to do this.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Are you in the US? If so, guns are easy to get. There are gun shows nearly every weekend. You can buy a shotgun, or any gun, with ease. If you just buy from a private seller, it is even easier than buying from a licensed dealer. No background check necessary if buying from a private individual. There are even sites online to buy from private individuals.
 
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Sad_Sack

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Oct 3, 2022
261
I can no longer buy a gun because of my 52/50 hold. I should have purchased one years ago while I still could.
 
Papilio_polyxenes

Papilio_polyxenes

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Oct 4, 2022
52
I genuinely dislike guns, and I hope that I'll eventually find an SN supplier so I won't need to consider taking this route to CTB.

With SN, I'd just pass out after 20 minutes and die peacefully. My skin would turn blue, but it shouldn't be a grotesque sight for whomever finds me.

Honestly, my backup plan if SN falls through is to select a nearby lake for drowning or death by exposure (i.e. hypothermia). I was not a violent person in life, and I do not want my life taken by an instrument of violence.
 
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