To catch the bus on a sunny day

[deepinlimbo]

Sort my songs out, pick my spot. Preferably the coast, a hill with some trees overlooking the sea, let the sun shine down on my body, play the music, drink my elixir of freedom and pass away all whilst in the blissful loving embrace of nature and no one to bother me

I really have come to romanticise my death in my head. I think it's the one place I can still retain some control and garner some peace.

 

[WornOutLife]

Nice!
In my case, I wanna ctb during the night while getting drunk although the latter won't probably be possible because my method might be SN lol.

 

[deepinlimbo]

This is why I want N, but I again I don't think it will happen. I just don't want my last moments being that of plummeting to my death or choking with rope around my neck but one where I can feel sleep overwhelming me and leave with at least a small smile knowing it's over as peacefully as could be possible.

 

[FuneralCry]

That is the kind of death I want, I don't want any kind of struggle, I want a death which is like falling into a deep sleep. I love the idea of ctb in nature. I think that is what we all deserve as this life has caused us so much pain.

 

[gorgonzola]

Sort my songs out, pick my spot. Preferably the coast, a hill with some trees overlooking the sea, let the sun shine down on my body, play the music, drink my elixir of freedom and pass away all whilst in the blissful loving embrace of nature and no one to bother me

I really have come to romanticise my death in my head. I think it's the one place I can still retain some control and garner some peace.

I have definitely done that a lot lol, I even dream about dying and being so free and at peace. I wanna ctb soon and drift into freedom

 

[deepinlimbo]

I have definitely done that a lot lol, I even dream about dying and being so free and at peace. I wanna ctb soon and drift into freedom

It's not that I want my death but if I have to have it why can't I have it be somewhat peaceful and enjoyable? In a non morbid sense of the word